Broken Trust

I'm  heartbroken and don't know what to do
Because I see now that I shouldn't have confided in you
I told you things that no one else knew
I really thought that I could trust you
But you betrayed me
Put me out there for everyone to see
Told my business to anyone with ears
So when it got back to me I broke down in tears
I straight loved and cared about you
Stupid me I thought you cared and loved me too
But a real friend wouldn't do something like this
A real friend wouldn't go around calling me a crazy bitch
Nah friends don't do each other like that
Real friends have each others back
Friends talk it out and tell each other how they feel
And even though it might hurt for a while I'd respect that you kept it real
But you hurt me so bad
Every time I hear your name I get extremely sad
Because you broke our trust
I guess there wasn't really an "us"
It still hurts at times
So I try my best to clear my mind
I asked God to forgive your ways
And to help me to forget those days
Yes I pray for both of our lives
Because we both were living off of lies
It's just sad this is what it came to
But I'm glad I see the real you

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You Ain't Shit

I've learned a lot over the years
Learned to suppress my tears
I learned that these niggas ain't shit
And talk more than a chic
And these chic's straight got issues
Straight turned lesbian now she's stalking you
Learned these niggas only want to fuck
If that doesn't happen then they're up
No calling and no text
Just on to the next
Then talk shit about you
Now who's acting childish boo?
Now that nigga wanna put you on blast
But I guarantee that won't last
Because I'm crazier than you
And I got enough to go to war with too
And it's all bad because I thought we were cool
I guess you played me like a fool
Talking about send pictures of my tits
And pictures of my clit
But shame on me
Because I didn't hesitate to let you see
But never again
I don't need those types of friends
Oh and the crazy chic that's been blowing up my shit
I think she's ready to call it quits
Lip busted and ass beat
She'll stop saying my name in these streets
But I'm done blowing stream
Let me get back to being queen
I just had to let you know
That you're the real hoe

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Killing Em

I'll be real I don't like you
In my mind I've fought and killed you too
Because you hurt me so bad
Hurt turned to anger now I'm Dr. Jekyll & Mr. Hyde mad
Yeah you couldn't imagine the thoughts that sit on my brain
Just waiting for the right time to make it rain
But I don't know why I let you cause me hurt
Nigga you're the scum beneath the earth
So I'm saying FUCK YOU BOO
I'll play your game and win at it too
And if you think I need mental help
Go evaluate yourself
Because nigga you're a low life
And so is the chic you're planning to wife
You got an attitude with me?
Want me to let you be?
Okay boo I can do that
But you'll be wishing that you could take that back
I'm the best thing in your life
You should have made me your wife
Because I take care of me and mine
All while sitting back and letting you shine
I'm a real woman and take pride in being grown
Not a slut that wants to shack up and play home
But that ain't what you want
And you're not what I want
Just know that I tried to keep the peace between me and you
But now it's murder season and I'm coming for you

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Second Chances

I really miss my friend
And I pray that one day we can be friends again
But I do feel that you did me wrong
And it went on way too long
Never there when I wanted or needed you
But I'd drop whatever I was doing for you
And yes it hurts to just stop talking to one another
Because I loved you like I've loved no other
But I can't hold on to your broken promises anymore
It's time for me to close that door
And I can't do it without crying
Because with letting go a piece of me is dying
It's strange because you're the one that pushed me away
Yet I'm the one praying day after day
Hurt turned into aggression
That aggression turned into depression
Now I just don't know what to do
Because I'm really missing you
They say maybe we'll have a second chance at this
I say not if it's going to continue like this
Friends aren't suppose to hurt each other
Only be there to support and love one another
But I guess everything comes to an end
Even if that means losing my good friend

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Secrets

I've been keeping secrets for some years
The kind of secrets that will have any sane person in tears
And I'm ready to come clean with you
About my sex addiction and my lil boo
Actually I have two
Yes I've been keeping my man and my bitch from you
And I think that I'm in love with one of them
Plus I can tell you that it's not him
She's the lighter to my cigarette
With skills that I'll never forget
With eyes that hypnotize
And always get her between my thighs
She has the key to my heart
I believe she'll never tear it apart
But let's not forget about him though
He stays with me wherever I go
Because he's always on my mind
That's why I made him mine
He always treats me with so much respect
Much more than you could ever expect
Which is why I'm so confused
Because how could I choose
I love all three
But they say set two free
Well honey I choose you
And I'm keeping my two
Because I'm addicted to his dick
And I think he's the shit
Her kisses make me weak
So yeah she's playing for keeps
And I know you'll find another
Because you deserve a better lover
Hopefully one without a sex addiction

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