Too Much Pain

Wish I could cry the pain away
And smile to see brighter days
Because the only reason I'm living
Is because of my children
You've brought on this heartache and pain
And now my life will never be the same
I'm fucked up over you
And I feel like a fool
I feel like my feelings don't matter to you
And that our love isn't really true
I feel like there is no more us
So now it's hard for me to trust
I feel like there are secrets being harvested
But who am I but your side bitch
The sad thing is that I still want you
I just don't feel like you want me too
I'm so unhappy with myself
For loving someone else
Especially when they don't love me
You've made that clear for me to see
I just hate that I'm losing my friend
But I guess all good things come to an end