I was ready to take your last name
I just wanted reassurance that this wasn't a game
Because I was madly in love with you
Can you blame me for wanting to know that your heart was true?
You were so special to me
That I had dreams of starting a family
I wanted nothing more than to love you unconditionally
I could only pray that you would do the same for me
But I guess that was too much to ask
Because you made me feel like an ass
You made me feel like I was unworthy
I started to think that something was wrong with me
Yes I'm traumatized and self doubt everything
But I also overlooked a lot in my quest to make you my King
Because all I wanted was you in my life
Was happy with the thought of becoming your wife
Was ready to go to war with God behind you
Now I see that's something you should never do
Because what's meant for you will be
And I can't force you to love me
All I can do is pray that God continues to show me what's right
And if we're meant to be then you'll remain in my life
But I can no longer shed a tear
I have to pray and prepare for a new and better year
Just know that I loved you beyond words
Even though I felt like my voice went unheard
And you'll always have a place in my heart
But I guard it heavily so it doesn't get ripped apart
I forgive you for your selfish ways
And I wish you better days
Good luck babe
Finding Peace by Yanee Brinks is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivatives 4.0 International License.
