An Open Letter

I want to love you for a long time. Never letting you go and never giving you a reason to go. Because you and I share something special. And I truly believe that people walk into your life for a reason. What's the reason, you never know. Sometimes it's a seasonal thing and others are long-term. That's why I choose to be completely honest. That helps to determine some people's motives quicker sometimes. But with you there is just no reason to hide anything. I don't care if I was poor, a criminal facing life in prison, rich, bi polar, a whore, running for president, etc....I would still want you by my side. Because I yearn for that connection that we have and I can't see letting that go. I just want you. And it's hard to explain why but I'm trying to explain it anyway. Because not until you grow do you appreciate everyone that walks into your life. Whether good or bad came from knowing them I guarantee you learned something. And already I have learned to appreciate you because I'm aware of what I want and what I need from you. Communication rules the nation and that's number one on my list. If you can provide me with knowledge then I'll accept it. Encourage me and I'll use your words as extra motivation to do what I need to. Shower me with praise and I'll gladly share that back with you. But it doesn't end there. Anything that I can do to make you smile and help you in life is what I'm about. I want to shower you with love and be there even when you can't realize that you need encouragement. I feel as long as we have each other then we have Hope. Love. Peace. Friendship. But again it's hard to explain this to you. Especially since I don't yet know you. This is just what I wish I could tell that one friend. That one that I share a deep connection with and can love on many levels. Until that day comes I'll continue to thank God because I know that right now He is preparing me for you.

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Dangerous Thoughts

Baby I can't get enough of you
You make me want you to myself boo
I can't believe the way that you make me smile
I haven't felt this way in a while
Overall it's a good thing
I just hope this is more than a fling
And I know that's wrong
I'm not trying to disrupt a happy home
But I want to smother you with love
And shower you with kisses and hugs
Because you bring joy to me
And you haven't even touched my body
But it's like you know just what to say
To brighten my day
And I appreciate that
So let me give you that joy back
Let me be the one that you call after a stressful day
Let me be the one to relax the stress away
Let me be the one to run your bath and cook your food
I want to be the one to put you in the mood
I've never met someone like you
And I'm hoping that I can hold on to you
So be honest with me
And tell me what you think baby

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You Are Obsolete

I thought without you that I wouldn't be complete
But as time went on nigga you grew obsolete
And those feelings for you....
Yeah those are gone too
Buried those feelings six feet deep
Then discovered a new me that same week
No longer do I hurt
No longer will thinking about you make me feel like dirt
Nope because it's your loss!
Because you had a boss
But you're used to loving hoes
So good thing you let me go
Because what could you have done for me?
Nothing! I make my own money
Fuck me? Yeah right
You couldn't handle me on your best night
Blow my money fast?
Yeah I think that fits your ass
You're a shit starter
You respect no one's daughter
And you hide from real issues in life
Because you're really not bout that life
You put on a good show tho
But so does most hoes
Okay, okay, I'm done
I've had my fun
But I was just being me
When I said that you really are obsolete
A thing of the past
I'm glad it didn't last
Because that would make me as stupid as you
And that's just something that I can't do

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Sissy Ass....

I talk a lot of shit but I can back it up
You the type to talk shit and get fucked up
Because you a sissy nigga and I can't stand you
I can't even stand to be in the same area as you
Yeah I'm talking about yo sissy ass
I'm all in yo face talking big trash
But you won't do shit about it tho
Cuz everybody know you a sissy hoe
Yeah I know you ain't about shit
You hide behind yo girl because you a coward bitch
They say she got more heart than you
I can believe it's true
And I don't know why I waste my energy on you
I guess because speaking my mind is something that I like to do
Yeah I had to put you out there
Whether or not you like it, I don't really care
Because when I see a sissy I point him out
And wish that sissy nigga would run his mouth
Then I'll have blood on my hands
Because my bitch will make you dance
Yeah it's murder, murder, kill, kill
When you see me in all black just know it's real
Better yet I'm wearing all red for you
So you can see me coming with them guns out too
But this ain't what you want tho
So it would be smart to shut yo mouth sissy hoe

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