I Need Love

I want a love that's real
One were I can't believe how you make me feel
I want to lose myself in thoughts of you
Then catch myself smiling as I often do
But that's okay
I wouldn't have it any other way
Because I'd be perfectly okay with loving you
And I'll admit to even being in love with you too
But you would be my baby
And I would gladly be your lady
Getting so wrapped up in your conversation
With me conversation rules the nation
So you've got my head gone
Your words got me in a zone
I just want to love you
And I want you to love me too
Just trust in me
Give me a chance to make you happy
Because I'll do whatever I have to
As long as you're loving me and I'm loving you

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Suicide Mission

People say life is what you make of it
I say life is overrated
Why stay and deal with the hurt
When I can just leave the earth
I rather God judge me
Than to be judged here by everybody
Times have gotten rough
And I'm tired of pretending to be tough
I'm ready to clear my brain
So I'm jumping on the suicide train
Popping pills to overdose
But I want something worse
Something to show that I was in pain
So maybe I should cut my veins
Or drink until it hurts
Let the alcohol poisoning take me from this earth
Maybe a shot through the heart
Since so many have ripped it apart
Sometimes I think of falling from a window
Man, what a way to go
But no matter what I choose
I feel that I can't lose
Because I'm on a mission to die
And it's too late for you to ask why
Because I was trying to love you
And all you cared about was you too
You probably still haven't recognized that you hurt me
But it's alright because I'm about to be free
So if you don't hear from me again
Just know that I've reached the end

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Do You Love Me?

I want you to love me for me
And not just what you see
Sure call me pretty
But don't just focus on my body
Stimulate my mind
Lets share some quality time
Let's get to know each other
Long before we become lovers
Let's appreciate life
Not just tonight
Make me feel like I'm the only woman in the world
While showing me that I'm your number one girl
But don't keep me guessing about us
That's a sure way to lose my trust
Just be honest with me baby
It's worth the wait of becoming your lady
But only if you really love ME for ME...
Because I'm not here to bring you down
I'm all about turning your frown upside down
Nothing but happiness seen on your face
All hurt, anger, and uncertainty replaced
I'm simply trying to love you
And hope that you will love me too
And that's the best feeling to me
Knowing that you are loved and wanted by somebody
So will you be my light that shines bright?
And can I be that star you wish upon tonight?
Together we are greatness
You truly make me feel blessed
And I want nothing more than to love you
Do you think that you can love me too?

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Don't Want To Say Goodbye

I don't want to let you go
But I'm afraid I'll let my emotions show
Because you mean so much to me
That's why I'm struggling to set you free
A part of me wants you to stay
Yet I already feel betrayed
Then a part of me wants to scream go
But my heart is crying no
It's sad how one person can make you feel
And I've been here before so I know the love is real
But I wish I didn't love you
Right now I'm trying not to even like you
Because you don't feel the same way too
I'm actually a non factor to you
But who can I blame but me
So I won't even mention this to anybody
Because they won't understand what I'm going through
They won't understand why I feel the way that I do
I just wish that you would call me
So that we can actually talk because that would make me happy
Then I could get a clear understanding of why
Why when I think of you I cry
Or maybe you don't even know what's going on and I need to make you aware
Because right now I'm hurt and I feel that you don't care
So talk to me and set the record straight
I only hope that forever together is our fate

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Danger!

My pain runs deep
But my anger runs deeper
You niggas fucked up because you awoke a sleeping beast
Now you'll feel the wrath of Yanee
No time to take cover
No goodbyes to your lovers
Because I'm gunning for you
And anyone that gets in my way too
The firing won't stop
Not as long as I'm hot
And even when I cool off
I still spit fire from my mouth
I'll speak things that should remain unheard
Straight murder you with my words
Yeah call me mentally unstable
That just means in the streets I'm more than able
So jump stupid if you want
But I suggest you don't
Catch you sleeping
Make yo heart stop beating
You don't know the inner workings of my mind
I'm lethal with mine
Inject you with that kill Bill
Death by suicide will look super real
I'm untraceable and unstoppable
Yet fuck with me and I become unforgettable
You should've known better than to fuck with me
Check the name nigga I'm Y.B.

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Dumb Niggas

I can't believe I put my trust in you
And this is how you do
I gave you my heart
You tore it apart
I played the fool
But nigga it's cool
What goes around
Definitely comes around
And the day that you pushed me away
Was a bittersweet day
Because I knew that I would still think of you
But I know everything happens for a reason too
So deuces nigga it's your loss
You were fucking with a boss
But I guess you couldn't handle that
I just hope you don't expect me to come back
Because nigga you ain't shit
I only wanted you for your dick
Don't get mad I'm just being honest though
Even though I can hear you calling me stupid hoe
I'm still sitting back laughing at you
Because it's you that fucked up boo
But too bad so sad
You'll be the one mad
You lost out on a good thing

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Lost

It seems that the more I try
The harder that I cry
No one cares about how I feel
They only care about getting a feel
And that's when I get hurt
That's when I start feeling like dirt
Because I thought that you cared about me
But in reality you only wanted my body
And I'm tired of searching for that one guy
That one guy that won't make me cry
One that will want me for being me
And not just what his eyes see
I've spent countless nights crying
I've had plenty of thoughts wishing I was dying
Yet I'm still here
Being consumed by fear
Fear that I'll soon lose you too
And that this is too good to be true
But I can't cry if I do
Because I know that I've been nothing but honest with you
Then again maybe that's a part of the problem too
People don't like when you tell the truth
But all I want is to smile
Even if it's for a little while
I just want someone to bring me happiness
Not just get between my legs and make a mess
But that seems hard to find
I guess that kind of person only exist in my mind
I guess I'll never find another special friend
I'll never have that kind of friendship again
And that deeply saddens me
Because all I want is to be happy
But I guess that's too much to ask for
Because special people like that don't exist anymore

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I'm Done

I've come to the realization that love isn't for me
It's not meant for me to be one with anybody
Because every time that I try
I'm the one that ends up crying
And I truly feel like that's not fair
All I want is for someone to care
They say that I let my depression get the best of me
Then why not do something to make me happy
Because you don't really care,do you?
Nah you're just concerned with what I can do for you
Yeah all of your so called concern was fake
Otherwise I wouldn't be sitting here with such heartache
Broken promises and a web of lies
Every night you make me cry
I shouldn't have opened up my heart to you
I should have kept it closed with my mouth and legs too
Man my tears are being replaced with anger as I write
Because you know damn well that you weren't right
But it's all good and I don't wish bad upon you
I'll just let karma do what it do
Yeah no need to shit on you
You do a good enough job at that yourself boo
But I must say
That at the end of the day
You showed me that love isn't easy
And that it's not for me
But don't look at this as the end
Look at it as my new beginning.....without you!

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