Precious Life

My baby daddy doesn't know
That in these coming months my belly will continue to grow
He doesn't know that the rumors are real
Because I already know how he feels
I know that I should've told him the other day
But I didn't want him to walk away
And I know that I'm wrong
And I feel so alone
What am I suppose to do?
I want him to love our baby too
I already know that won't happen though
Keeping it will definitely be a no
But how can I kill Gods creation?
I'm hurt that he wants me to have an abortion
How can I take a precious life?
To me that's just not right
I'm sorry I didn't let him know
But I just can't do it though
I hope that he can forgive me
But this is my body
And I'm doing what I feel is right
And that is to give life...


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Emptiness

Everything was great between us
I had even given you some trust
But then over time
You changed your mind
You pulled away from me
And it wasn't hard to see
That things had slowly changed
Now I have mixed feelings when I say your name
You hurt me and you don't even know it
And it's so hard for me not to show it
Communication rules the nation with me
And all I ask for is honesty
No strings attached
I'm not in to all of that
Just be real
And tell me how you feel
Talking to you used to be great
Now I feel it's hard for me to relate
I wish we could start over again
Because I truly miss my friend
But I guess we'll see
If our friendship is meant to be
So until I cross your mind
You'll just be a thought on mine


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Jerk!

You used to be the guy that I often fantasized about
Now look how things turned out
The fantasies didn't last
You're now a thing of the past
And I can't stand the thought of you
So now what do I do?
I just want you to go away
Thoughts of you ruin my day
Because you're not the sweet guy that I once knew
I don't know what happened to you
No more sweet text throughout the day
Not even a text to just say hey
You're a liar and a jerk
I should have known I'd get hurt
Because you only care about yourself
You're incapable of caring about someone else
You only wanted to get into my head
So that you could get me into bed
But I liked you for you
And was supportive of the things you do
And sadly I was kind of missing you
I really wish that weren't true
But you grew on me though
And I'm not afraid to let it show
Because those feelings were temporary
So baby get ready
Because I have moved on from you
Now I'm like ****** who
I would have been there for you
And did whatever you wanted me to
All I wanted was the thoughtful you back
But now it's too late for that
Good luck in life
I hope you treat your next friend right


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Irreplaceable... Not!

There's always someone more suitable than you
That can do what you do but even better too
So is it time to move on?
I was trying not to do you wrong
But I peep your little attitude
And my life will be okay without you lil dude
I was just trying to be a good friend
I didn't think so soon this would end
But I see that you're all about yourself
You don't really care about anyone else
So why the fuck did you friend me?
You knew you only wanted my body
You could've saved us both time
Instead of continuously lying
You could tell by the things that I was willing to do
That I actually started to care about you
But fuck feelings they're gone
I don't care who thinks I'm wrong
You fucked up something good
But I already knew that you would
So it's no surprise to me
Just consider yourself cut free
I was content before you
And I'll be good afterwards too
You're not my first nor last
But you are now a thing of the past
Because I see you really wanted a hoe
Sorry that's not me but I hope you had fun tho
Enjoy the memories I gave you
Because this friendship is through

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Truth Is...

I don't know what to do
Because I'm not sure how I feel about you
You've broken my heart
Straight tore it apart
You played with my emotions too
Something I would've never done to you
Yeah I've cried a few times
Tried to erase you from my mind
But I just can't do it
And now I feel like shit
Why did you have to hurt me?
And why can't I set you free?
Tell me I'm overreacting
Or better yet just send me packing
Because I can't deal with this pain
And I hate hearing your name
I've erased you from my phone
Wish I would've never let you in my home
Wish I would've never let you inside of me
Never should have given you my body
Never should have let you into my heart
Damn I wish I could erase that part
But it's all good though
God will help me in letting go
And when you don't hear from me again
Just know that I've finally embraced the end


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Marty Grirtite and Ka'Pone - With A Winner

Todays Prayer 06/01/2015

This thing called love isn't what I thought it to be
Or maybe it's just that I haven't found the love for me
Because I spend plenty of nights
Crying and saying I didn't ask for this life
Trying not to ask why me
But hoping that one day I'll be free
So what's a girl suppose to do?
I can't live the rest of my life feeling blue
I really want to be happy
I really want to just be me
Worry free days
Not living by someone else ways
God I don't know what to do
So at this time I turn to you
Please show me the way
To a brighter day
And please help me to understand
My role here as a woman
And give me the strength to carry on
The knowledge to right my wrongs
The courage to never quit
But instead the courage to just do it
I need to become a better woman
So God I place my life in your hands


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