Goodbye So Soon

Letting go of a friend is always hard to do
Even when I saw that I was losing you
And it hurt so bad
Not because of what we had
Because you hurt me the same way my first love did
Something I shared with you and now wish I had hid
And the thought of that pain makes the tears flow freely
That's a memory that will forever haunt me
But I can't blame anyone else
I played a part of this so I blame myself
I just never thought it would be you tho
Maybe because I cared about you and only wanted to see you grow
That's why I never asked you for anything other than your time
Just to talk and get inside your mind
But I wish the best for you
And I hope that you grow into a great man too
Farewell again
I guess this is the end

Fuck Feelings

I'm all in my feelings and for what
Because I'm pretty sure you don't give a fuck
You could care less about me
All you wanted was my body
And once you got that
It was no need for you to call back
Instead it's on to the next
Boy you're colder than my ex
No regards for human life
Only what temporarily feels right
But it's okay
You'll feel my pain one day
And when you do
I won't feel sorry for you
Instead I'll act like a bitch
And talk major shit
Because you really hurt me
I never guessed you would be so carefree
But I'll bounce back
Trust and believe that
Because I always do
And I'll be stronger than you
I'm just temporarily mad
Oh you thought I was sad
Nah I'm just a little crazy
But I try to be a lady
It's just people like you
That make me act the way that I do
So excuse me when I say this
But fuck you from Queen Bitch!

Done Deal

I tried to love you
But I guess that's not something you wanted me to do
Because you blew me off
So now you'll hear my mouth
You've pissed me off and now I'm seeing red
Because I never should have let you in my head
You were a game piece to be played
And it should have ended with us getting laid
But that's what I get tho
I let you treat me like a hoe
Now I'm the one in my feelings
While you're out chilling
I should've kept my heart on lock
Now I'm one with my Glock
Because I'm so angry
Why would you do this to me?
But listen to what I say
When I tell you that I'll be okay
You'll become a distant memory
And will no longer matter to me
You're a heartless bitch
You'll never amount to shit
Lil stupid ass hoe
Keep making it easy for me to let go
And I'll keep doing me
While killing you slowly

Let Me Express Myself

I love you more than you realize I do
But I admit I question whether you really love me too
And even though it would break my heart
I'd rather know now than when our friendship falls apart
Because you mean so much to me
And I have no plans on setting you free
I just want to be wrapped up in your arms
While I fall asleep to your charm
Leaving hickeys on my neck
Then move down to my chest
My body is your playground
So feel free to roam around
But the thing that I love most about you
Is that I can get lost in conversation with you
Communication rules the nation with me
And you've got me open for all to see
And even though I'm trying to express how I feel
You will never know exactly what's the deal
Just know that I love you
That's always and forever too

F*** The New Year

Fuck the new year
All its brought me is tears
I'm trying to live right
But I'm crying every night
I'm trying to stay strong
But the devil is trying to destroy my home
My tear ducts are about to burst
And to make matters worse
The person I thought I could talk to
Turned out to be you
But even you pushed me away
Friends one minute but nothing the next day
I'm so torn apart
There's a huge pain throughout my heart
And I don't know what to do
I guess I'll let go of you
It's clear that I have nothing to gain
Except more heartache and pain
So I'm not being mean
When I say fuck 2016
And if you don't like that
Then it's time for you to fall back