Sunday, June 26, 2016

Emptiness

You make me feel so superior
And at times very inferior
I'm on an emotional rollercoaster ride
But our love keeps me by your side
Because I don't know what to do
I'm so in love with you
Even in love with your touch
But emotionally it's too much
Because my feelings for you are so deep
There have been nights were I've cried myself to sleep
Just knowing that I've never loved anyone as much as I love you
I cry but know that it makes me smile too
And these tears that fall at night
Are because in no way will this be right
I keep telling myself not to think that way
Then you say things to make my day
But it stays on my mind
That you're not mine
And that's what makes me cry
I don't want to forever live a lie
But I can't tell you no
And I can't let you go
So I downplay my love for you
And it hurts to have to
Because you're so special to me
And I would love for the world to see
And although that's something that won't come true
My heart will forever belong to you
So no matter I say
Or what happens today
Just know that my love for you will never go away

Friday, June 3, 2016

That Special Guy

This man is a very special guy
He's the apple of my eye
The one my heart beats for
A man I truly adore
He makes me smile everyday
And makes me feel special in every way
No one can replace this guy
I wouldn't even recommend that they try
Because why waste my time with them
When I only have eyes for him
He treats me like a Queen
And I treat him as my King
He's shown me what love is
And for that I'll forever be his
I'm forever grateful for his presence
And spoiled off his presents
But he knows that I don't need gifts
All I need is his kiss
And to embrace me with his hugs
A feeling so great I can feel the love
He makes me feel safe at all times
I tell you this man blows my mind
Such power and love in his touch
I absolutely love him so much
He's such a special guy
That's why my love for him will never die

Prisoner in my Home

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