Ramblings

When we love someone we love them based on who they are
Not their money, clothes, social status, home, or car
We don't love based on what they can do
At least that's not why I fell in love with you
Love comes easier for some more than others
Some of us smile and claim we're in love but are miserable undercover
While some of us do find that one true love
The one that we feel is sent from above
I found love in an unlikely place
It was a welcomed experience because you were a familiar face
But maybe things moved at too fast of a pace
Because resentment set in and took loves place
Or maybe things just weren't meant to be
Especially considering we both have families
But I loved you so much
Yearned so much for your touch
Because you were my loving protector
Now I feel like sex is our only connector
What happened to our bond that couldn't be broken?
The love that didn't have to be spoken?
The respect we had for one another?
The trust before we became lovers?
I never thought that I would hurt this bad
I never thought that thinking of you would make me sad
I said that I feared losing love for you
More than I fear losing you
Because you can always come back
That's been proven to be a fact
But if I lose love for you
That means my mind and heart are moving on too
And once that happens it's too late
So I pray that our love is never replaced with hate
I loved you more than I ought to
Would do anything I could for you
But the one thing that I couldn't do
Is the one thing that is too much for you
In a flawed world I tried to be perfect for you
Although I loved you for being you
So it's with heavy eyes
Because all I've done is cried
And a heavy heart
Because this is tearing me apart
That I say to you
No matter what happens to us
I loved you so very much