Signed with Love

When it comes to my life, I want it all 

Nothing can be too big or too small

You don't have to promise me the world 

But do treat me right as your girl

I want the love and respect 

Together we can run up a check

Listen to me when I talk

Because disrespect is the quickest way to make me walk

Understand my feelings

Belittling me is another way to cut our dealings

Show compassion when I'm in need 

And I'll reciprocate that indeed

Don't worry about what others think of us

Just continue to build our trust 

Love me the way I love you

Make me feel like you want this too

I want it all but I want it with you

Don't make regret wanting a life for us two

Be my trusting and loving King 

And I'll remain loyal as your Queen

Signed with love

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I am Worth It

I was trying to help build you up while you were busy tearing me down

I was calling you my King while you were fooling around

You were busy giving everyone else your attention 

Everyone but your "Queen" I should mention

The type of love that I had for you

And all the things that I did for you

Still don't compare to what I was prepared to do

But RESPECT and COMMINICATION

RULE THE FUCKING NATION!!!

And I definitely don't feel like I was treated as YOUR Queen

Just on the strength that the love, time, attention, and affection was few and far between

Like when was the last time we had a "date"?

Man this is just the icing on the cake

I was quiet for so long

Meanwhile you were doing me wrong

You kept neglecting me 

Then that turned to flat out rejecting me 

You get in your feelings and shut down

Meanwhile all I want is for you to fucking come around

You can never uphold your plans with me

Yet you have all the time for your street family

I put so much to the side 

One of those things being my pride

Because I wanted a forever love with you

Never heard you say that you wanted that too

Guess I was foolish for falling in love with you

Should have left it with us getting a nut or two

Because I know that I'm worthy of a love that's all mine

I know I deserve MY King's attention and time

All I ever wanted was for you to be proud to call me yours

But instead I got treated like I was just your little closet whore

I overlooked your flaws and toxicity

But you couldn't get passed the spoiled brat in me

But I'm not spoiled by far

I just know that what I'm worthy of and want shouldn't come with a war

You pushed me away with each passing day

And with each passing day a little piece of love faded away

Your constant hurt and rejection

Gave me more time for reflecting

And this isn't what I want in life

I would like to become someone's amazing ass wife

Man this flow could go on and on

But just know that I was trying to make a house a home

Know that I was trying to love you FOR YOU

But I for sure know now that I am worthy too

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Fuck Nigga

I get niggas just like you get hoes

So when it comes to you and I, baby anything goes

We can lock this shit down

Or we can both fool around

We can cater to each other's desires

Or I can let tall, light, and handsome put out my fire

How we grow is up to you

It all relies on what you do

If you choose to do nothing then that's all on you

Because I know that I'm capable of getting a new boo

One that will love me for me

And won't be afraid to let the world see

One that will fuck me right and keep me stress free

One that will spoil me as his lady

I'm talking about a nigga with big dick energy

And I'm talking about more than just knowing how to use the tool in his pants

I mean a man that's smart as fuck and good with his hands

A man that gets money and don't mind breaking me off

One that can deliver and not just run his mouth

Y'all know the type that I'm talking about

I need a nigga that's all about me

I need someone that's ready to start a family

One that's not afraid of my Empress energy

One that's worthy of sharing this throne with me

But until you prove that you're ready

I'll remain F-R-E-E fuck nigga free!

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If You Love Me....

If you love me then let it show

Don't be afraid to let me know

Because I really want you 

I want to know that you want me too

Sometimes your actions say otherwise

That's when these tears leave my eyes

Because I know that I want you in my life

Even if I never get to become your wife

I want a forever love with you

But not just as your friend, your woman too

There are so many things that I want us to do

I just hold them back out of fear that your love isn't true

But to you I'm forever grateful

You gave me something that I could only wish for

I believe we were meant to be

Maybe that's just me wanting us to be a family

I only wish that I knew how you feel

I wish that I knew if our love was real

Like am I wasting my time?

I feel like I'm losing my mind

Because my love for you is so deep

I don't know how to continue being discreet

At times it hurts to not say I love you

But I can't force you to say it too

These are just some of my admissions

I have more if you are ready to listen

But no matter what know that I love you

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2 A.M. Thoughts

If you love me let it show

Don't just assume that I know

One of the quickest ways to lose me

Is to make me wonder how you feel about me

Don't just accept me pouring love into you

And you don't pour that same love into me too

Don't allow me to catch feelings for you

If you have no plans on loving me too

Bottom line is don't take from me

If you won't publicly make me your lady

And no it doesn't have to do with public approval of us

More like helping me to build more trust

Because why keep shit a secret

If I'm not something you regret

Why deny our love for each other

If you're not giving your love to another

Why not allow our love to be seen

If I'm truly your Queen

Nah, don't try to keep me in the dark

Tell these hoes to play their part

Or better yet stop doing what you do

To make these hoes feel like they're your boo

Don't give these hoes extra time and attention

Then turn around and say that I'm tripping

No sir, no way

I won't tolerate this on any day

Either make me a priority

Or set me free

And I'll go find a man that wants to be one big happy family

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Damaged

No more I love you text

Thoughts of you being with your ex

Friends say I'm stressing out the baby

But we haven't had sex lately

So am I overreacting? 

When we both have sex drives that's hyperactive

Memories of you kissing me and holding my hand

But that's all I have of my man

Because you left me with nothing but hopes and dreams

I don't even know what to expect when I hear my phone ring

Like will I hear you call me baby?

Will I feel like your lady?

Yeah, I don't need you but I want you

But it doesn't seem as if you want me too

Because I'm always last on your priority list

And I'm tired of feeling like shit

You don't see it the way that I do

But you wouldn't stick around if it was done to you

I wanted nothing more than to see you happy

Guess I am seeing you happy it's just not with me

Funny how life unfolds

Funny how truths get told

Never imagined opening up my heart again

Never thought it would be with someone I already called a friend

God knew that I wanted a child

But I guess it was a reason that it hadn't been allowed

Now I'm stuck alone with my thoughts and these tunes

Because I can't express my feelings to you

You never see where I'm coming from

Emotionally you're so numb

All I ever wanted was to love you 

Guess I forgot to mention that I wanted to be loved too

I just wanted to feel special as your lady should

Foolish of me to feel like I ever could

But I still want and wish the best for you

That part was always true

Just wish you could see

How the way you move hurt me

Or maybe you did and you just didn't care

No matter what I wish you had been there

I needed you mentally and physically like everyone else too

But I guess I just wasn't priority to you

All around my bedroom are pictures of you

I can take them down but it won't erase the memories too

So what's meant to be will be

Just wish that I could have made you happy

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New Book Alert!!!!

 Secret Lover's coming soon exclusively to Amazon!

Quita is an anti-social person with major panic disorder. London is a social butterfly that can't sit still. London and Quita have been friends for a while now. And their friendship is pretty strong too. But why wouldn't it be when they have so much in common. For instance, they grew up in the same neighborhood. They went to high school together. They are the same zodiac sign, Virgo. They have similar personalities. And they both have similar personalities. And they both love excitement in the bedroom. All of this makes them one hell of a duo when they're together.

They both have had their fair share of relationship issues as well. That's what sent these former classmates looking for fun elsewhere. Once they connected it was a wild ride for everyone involved. They started off slow but things quickly escalated because the connection was undeniable. But with more than just sexual advances made, it caused one to think outside the box. It caused one of them to want more.

After years of being secret lovers they finally have the opportunity to pursue a relationship with one another. But with so much temptation surrounding them can they remain faithful to each other? After all they are no stranger to cheating as they both have cheated numerous times with each other. So there is definitely trust issues between them. And already they have had to deal with something that the other one doesn't approve of but they overcame that. This love thing won't be easy for them.

Follow the story of London and Quita as they try their hand at a full-on relationship after being secret lovers for so long. Quita loves London with everything in her and London no doubt has love for her too but can they put aside their similar player ways to love each other? Will their hearts beat as one? Or will all of their love be undone? What happens when their secret gets out? Follow along to find out!

What's Up With It?

I'm trying to get you to come thru

So that I can love on you

Let me show you how much I missed you

You'll be surprised with all the things that I'm willing to do

It's been way too long

Since you've been gone

I need you to come back to me

I need my hands all over your body

I need that lollipop in my mouth

You know what I'm talking about

That big, sweet treat

That delicious piece of meat

Yeah, I want to devour you

I'm trying to drink you down too

Shoot your shot all on my tongue

When I see your body convulse then I know we're done

But come here because I'm not finished yet

I'm trying to leave your bed super wet

Watch me play with this fat cat

Come here and give her a pat

Watch as she gushes with joy

And I didn't have to use no toy

Simple thoughts of you will do

As I prepare to release all over you

And leave you super soaked from head to toe

Now sit back and enjoy the show

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Love, Hurt, & Heartache

Love, pain, betrayal, and heartache

Just a few things that keep me awake

The thought that I'm losing all my fights

Is the very thing that keeps me up at night

No it's not the fact that I experienced pain

It's the fact that I feel like I didn't gain

It's not the fact that I fell in love again

It's the thought that I'm so broken that this love will also soon end

It's not the many times that I've experienced heartache

It's that I didn't expect to see trusted faces that caused my heart to break

And yeah we all experience betrayal at some point in time

But how do I stop it from constantly replaying in my mind?

I tell myself to keep going

I try to keep the pain from showing

But when the weight of the world is on your shoulders

No one can tell you that it's not over

Because when the only thing that makes you smile

Is the pure and innocence pouring into you from your child

It builds you up so high then tears you down

Man I hate that they want to see me smile but understand why I frown

I hate crying when they're around

I hate that they are the ones fixing my crooked crown

I hate that I'm so unsure of myself

Yet I'm always finding someone else's self wealth 

I keep telling myself to close up shop an step away from the world

But Yanee don't want y'all to forget about your girl

So I pour my heart out into these words and write another day

Hoping that one day these words will take the pain away

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Big Dick Energy

He got big dick energy

I like the way he handles me

Bend me over the counter and put it in my guts

Beat it up, eat it up, then cum all in my butt

I never have to coach him on what to do

As if he has no clue

Nah, he got mad skills

We ain't just fucking for the thrill

He knows just what to do baby

And how to please this lady

He got devil dick

I love that shit

And he let me put it in his face

To give him a little taste

Pussy juice all up his nose

And I never hear him tell me no

Licking on my pussy like some ice cream

Tongue so good that he make me scream

Ooohh daddy I'm so sprung on you

But let me turn around and suck on you too

I head down south

Dick in my mouth

Sucking on you

Until you nut for me too

Damn daddy I love when we play

We can go at it all day

Because you bring more than big dick energy

You bring the love to handle me

 

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Missing You Brandon

Man I can't believe that you're gone

I would give anything for you to be home

This shit is really getting to me

I can't believe this happened to you B

I'm going to miss talking you to sleep

While you pretend the phone in the bed is me

Boy you said some of the funniest things

I swear I'm going to miss when my phone rings

The day that I found out you were gone

I got a text on my phone

It said he died last night

And I instantly knew something wasn't right

 So I jumped on Facebook to see

And there it was confirmed by your family

I cried for a few days

You touched me in a big way

I wish you could come back to me

I'm truly going to miss you B

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Hey DJ!

You promised me the stars and the moon

Said that it would all come soon

Then you fucking ghosted me

Bruh you didn't have to promise me a family

You could have delivered the dick 

I would have been fine with that shit

But nah you played games

Drove me insane

Trying to figure out what I did to you

Boy I did nothing but be true

I would have preferred we just fucked then

We didn't even have to be friends

Just pull up and pull it out

Let me put it in your mouth

Or let me put it in mine

Then fuck me good and blow my mind

But you passed up on all of that

You fucked up and that's a fact

You shitted on a good chick

Guess you wanted a raggedy bitch

This is my farewell

I hope that our book sells well

I hope this poem reaches you

So that you can see this for yourself, FUCK YOU! 

 

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