2 A.M. Thoughts

If you love me let it show

Don't just assume that I know

One of the quickest ways to lose me

Is to make me wonder how you feel about me

Don't just accept me pouring love into you

And you don't pour that same love into me too

Don't allow me to catch feelings for you

If you have no plans on loving me too

Bottom line is don't take from me

If you won't publicly make me your lady

And no it doesn't have to do with public approval of us

More like helping me to build more trust

Because why keep shit a secret

If I'm not something you regret

Why deny our love for each other

If you're not giving your love to another

Why not allow our love to be seen

If I'm truly your Queen

Nah, don't try to keep me in the dark

Tell these hoes to play their part

Or better yet stop doing what you do

To make these hoes feel like they're your boo

Don't give these hoes extra time and attention

Then turn around and say that I'm tripping

No sir, no way

I won't tolerate this on any day

Either make me a priority

Or set me free

And I'll go find a man that wants to be one big happy family

2 A.M. Thoughts by Yanee Brinks is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivatives 4.0 International License.

Damaged

No more I love you text

Thoughts of you being with your ex

Friends say I'm stressing out the baby

But we haven't had sex lately

So am I overreacting? 

When we both have sex drives that's hyperactive

Memories of you kissing me and holding my hand

But that's all I have of my man

Because you left me with nothing but hopes and dreams

I don't even know what to expect when I hear my phone ring

Like will I hear you call me baby?

Will I feel like your lady?

Yeah, I don't need you but I want you

But it doesn't seem as if you want me too

Because I'm always last on your priority list

And I'm tired of feeling like shit

You don't see it the way that I do

But you wouldn't stick around if it was done to you

I wanted nothing more than to see you happy

Guess I am seeing you happy it's just not with me

Funny how life unfolds

Funny how truths get told

Never imagined opening up my heart again

Never thought it would be with someone I already called a friend

God knew that I wanted a child

But I guess it was a reason that it hadn't been allowed

Now I'm stuck alone with my thoughts and these tunes

Because I can't express my feelings to you

You never see where I'm coming from

Emotionally you're so numb

All I ever wanted was to love you 

Guess I forgot to mention that I wanted to be loved too

I just wanted to feel special as your lady should

Foolish of me to feel like I ever could

But I still want and wish the best for you

That part was always true

Just wish you could see

How the way you move hurt me

Or maybe you did and you just didn't care

No matter what I wish you had been there

I needed you mentally and physically like everyone else too

But I guess I just wasn't priority to you

All around my bedroom are pictures of you

I can take them down but it won't erase the memories too

So what's meant to be will be

Just wish that I could have made you happy

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New Book Alert!!!!

 Secret Lover's coming soon exclusively to Amazon!

Quita is an anti-social person with major panic disorder. London is a social butterfly that can't sit still. London and Quita have been friends for a while now. And their friendship is pretty strong too. But why wouldn't it be when they have so much in common. For instance, they grew up in the same neighborhood. They went to high school together. They are the same zodiac sign, Virgo. They have similar personalities. And they both have similar personalities. And they both love excitement in the bedroom. All of this makes them one hell of a duo when they're together.

They both have had their fair share of relationship issues as well. That's what sent these former classmates looking for fun elsewhere. Once they connected it was a wild ride for everyone involved. They started off slow but things quickly escalated because the connection was undeniable. But with more than just sexual advances made, it caused one to think outside the box. It caused one of them to want more.

After years of being secret lovers they finally have the opportunity to pursue a relationship with one another. But with so much temptation surrounding them can they remain faithful to each other? After all they are no stranger to cheating as they both have cheated numerous times with each other. So there is definitely trust issues between them. And already they have had to deal with something that the other one doesn't approve of but they overcame that. This love thing won't be easy for them.

Follow the story of London and Quita as they try their hand at a full-on relationship after being secret lovers for so long. Quita loves London with everything in her and London no doubt has love for her too but can they put aside their similar player ways to love each other? Will their hearts beat as one? Or will all of their love be undone? What happens when their secret gets out? Follow along to find out!

What's Up With It?

I'm trying to get you to come thru

So that I can love on you

Let me show you how much I missed you

You'll be surprised with all the things that I'm willing to do

It's been way too long

Since you've been gone

I need you to come back to me

I need my hands all over your body

I need that lollipop in my mouth

You know what I'm talking about

That big, sweet treat

That delicious piece of meat

Yeah, I want to devour you

I'm trying to drink you down too

Shoot your shot all on my tongue

When I see your body convulse then I know we're done

But come here because I'm not finished yet

I'm trying to leave your bed super wet

Watch me play with this fat cat

Come here and give her a pat

Watch as she gushes with joy

And I didn't have to use no toy

Simple thoughts of you will do

As I prepare to release all over you

And leave you super soaked from head to toe

Now sit back and enjoy the show

What's up with it? by Yanee Brinks is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivatives 4.0 International License.