I was trying to help build you up while you were busy tearing me down
I was calling you my King while you were fooling around
You were busy giving everyone else your attention
Everyone but your "Queen" I should mention
The type of love that I had for you
And all the things that I did for you
Still don't compare to what I was prepared to do
But RESPECT and COMMINICATION
RULE THE FUCKING NATION!!!
And I definitely don't feel like I was treated as YOUR Queen
Just on the strength that the love, time, attention, and affection was few and far between
Like when was the last time we had a "date"?
Man this is just the icing on the cake
I was quiet for so long
Meanwhile you were doing me wrong
You kept neglecting me
Then that turned to flat out rejecting me
You get in your feelings and shut down
Meanwhile all I want is for you to fucking come around
You can never uphold your plans with me
Yet you have all the time for your street family
I put so much to the side
One of those things being my pride
Because I wanted a forever love with you
Never heard you say that you wanted that too
Guess I was foolish for falling in love with you
Should have left it with us getting a nut or two
Because I know that I'm worthy of a love that's all mine
I know I deserve MY King's attention and time
All I ever wanted was for you to be proud to call me yours
But instead I got treated like I was just your little closet whore
I overlooked your flaws and toxicity
But you couldn't get passed the spoiled brat in me
But I'm not spoiled by far
I just know that what I'm worthy of and want shouldn't come with a war
You pushed me away with each passing day
And with each passing day a little piece of love faded away
Your constant hurt and rejection
Gave me more time for reflecting
And this isn't what I want in life
I would like to become someone's amazing ass wife
Man this flow could go on and on
But just know that I was trying to make a house a home
Know that I was trying to love you FOR YOU
But I for sure know now that I am worthy too
I am Worth It by Yanee Brinks is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivatives 4.0 International License.
