Trina - I Cheated (Back 2 Business) 2012

Message For You

In the middle of the night I wake up thinking of you
I wonder how many times you've done this too
Does thoughts of me stay in your head?
Am I the one you want in your bed?
I want to hold you close and never let go
But I'm afraid to let my feelings show
Mainly I'm afraid of being rejected
And I wouldn't want our friendship to be affected
So what am I supposed to do
Honestly I don't want to get over you
In life we come across things that we want to hold on to
And one of those things for me is you
Because to be near you soothes me
And I feel a calming sensation throughout my body
To hear your voice gives me such a high
I can't get you out of my head no matter how hard I try
Forgive me if I'm being too open for you
But I wanted to make sure that you knew
That no matter what we go through
I will always love you

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Freak Me

If I put this pussy in your face
Would you give it a taste?
If I said that I wanted to fuck you
Would you want the same thing too?
Thoughts of you have got me so wet
Wetter than I ever thought I could get
Then you slide inside of me
I feel ecstasy throughout my body
Even though this is wrong
You've got me so turned on
You whisper in my ear
Those freaky things I love to hear
I cum over and over again
Damn I don't want this to end
You say this belongs to you
I agree because I love what you do
My legs over your shoulders
While you plant kisses all over
Boo I can't wait to devour you
I just hope that you can handle it boo

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Marriage

If someone would have told me I'd be this unhappy
I would have told them that marriage wasn't for me
Or maybe it's my fault because I never thought I'd be a wife
But when I became one I made you my life
It's sad how we drifted apart
There is so much hurt in my heart
But I feel that you don't care
So why not get out of your hair
I did all that I can
To support my man
Been through all kinds of stuff
And in the end it wasn't enough
I always stood behind you
Can't say I got the same support too
I told you everything you wanted to know
A clean past yet I feel like a hoe
I see our differences are not physical
But very much mental
Because at times I feel you are judgmental of me
I never thought that's how a marriage should be
And I know this hasn't been easy for you
But I'm praying for a better future for you too
I pray to God for him to show me the way
Until then I brave another day
No matter what I'll always love you
Right now I'm just not sure what to do

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Healing

They say I've been through the worst
By dealing with the hurt
But the memories remain
And it hurts to hear your name
My brain is all fucked up
And I feel like a slut
Because of the things that I did with you
Oh the things that I allowed you to do
Then you just threw our love away
As if I didn't matter anyway
I feel like such a fool
For falling for you
Why did you do this to me?
I just wanted you to be happy
But you live and you learn
And I hope you remember this because it'll soon be your turn

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You Can't Be Me

Big bank take little bank
You wanna be me but you hoes can't
Because I make moves
You only make the news
And I'm certified
You don't even qualify
We're not in the same league
Bitch I'm MVP
But I see you tho
You put on a good show
Although you're still a hoe
And the whole world knows
Not to fuck with you
And your shady ass crew
Because I'm major out here
While you're nowhere near
You can't be me
So just let it be
Just stay in your lane
And remain a lame

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To Whom It May Concern

God heals all broken hearts except mine
Maybe it's because I've sinned one too many times
For instance I still care about you
Way more than I need to
I admit it's a sickening fact
So I've refused to admit that
But it's time that I come clean
I hope that you don't think I'm being mean
But you don't deserve my time
So today I'm clearing my mind
No more worrying about you
I don't give a fuck what you're going through
I'm not trying to be smug
But you definitely don't deserve my love
You don't deserve anything that I could offer you
So I'm through
Not saying I'm the shit
But I was a better fit
Now you'll never know
But I'm cool with that thought tho
Know that I was laughing when I wrote this
Fuck yo feelings bitch!

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New Chapter

Sad lonely nights
But I'll be alright
Struggle to survive
But thankful to be alive
I have to motivate myself
And tend to my mental health
Because asking you to care
Is neither here nor there
And I'm done caring too
Because my whole world revolved around you
And I found out something new
You say I don't do anything for you
It's like everything I knew was a lie
But I'm too tired to even cry
At this point I'd rather die
Than continue to try
My life turned upside down
But my face won't wear a frown
I'll just do what I know is right
I'm going to better my life

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Fuck You

You're a fake and I don't know why I fuck with you
And you niggas are phonies too
I know some of you will be mad about this
But I'm screaming fuck you bitch
If you feel that I'm talking to you
Then lets make it do what it do
I'm tired of being nice
Watch me snap at the roll of the dice
If you only call me when your free
Then fuck you bitch I'm with my family
I can make time for you
But I see how you do
When the shit hits the fan
We'll see if she stand by her man
You a ratchet ass hoe
And it's time that I let you go
Fuck yo feelings you lost ass bitch
I don't need a beat to drop a diss
And this ain't just for them
Yeah I wrote this shit for him
It's time y'all see what I'm really about
Crazy? Maybe but I don't just run my mouth
Pistol by my side
Bitch you can't hide
You ain't hard to find
But when I find you watch me blow your mind

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Hopelessly In Love

I'm so in love with you
And I don't know what to do
Your like a drug to me
I just need you in my body
Adrenaline pumping through my veins
Any time that I hear your name
I get tingles down my spine
Just thinking of making you mine
I'll keep you satisfied guaranteed
If you spend the night with me
I'll give you a lifetime of pleasure
As I love you forever
Just promise to stay
And never give my love away
And I'll be happy too
As long as I'm with you


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Farewell Friends

As I look through my list of fucked up friends
I see some friendships that need to end
Even though some of you mean a lot to me
I still feel I should let you be
Because we're all grown
Some of us have moved on
Some have started families
And are living life happily
Then there are the ones that are lost
Still soul searching at whatever cost
Bringing drama everyone's way
Purposely ruining other people's day
Either way I'm shutting down shop
Phone calls, text, and emails will stop
I'm surrounding myself with only positive things
That's why I'm cutting y'all loose to see what life brings
I hope that you all will be okay
And if it's meant to be we'll meet again another day



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