If someone would have told me I'd be this unhappy
I would have told them that marriage wasn't for me
Or maybe it's my fault because I never thought I'd be a wife
But when I became one I made you my life
It's sad how we drifted apart
There is so much hurt in my heart
But I feel that you don't care
So why not get out of your hair
I did all that I can
To support my man
Been through all kinds of stuff
And in the end it wasn't enough
I always stood behind you
Can't say I got the same support too
I told you everything you wanted to know
A clean past yet I feel like a hoe
I see our differences are not physical
But very much mental
Because at times I feel you are judgmental of me
I never thought that's how a marriage should be
And I know this hasn't been easy for you
But I'm praying for a better future for you too
I pray to God for him to show me the way
Until then I brave another day
No matter what I'll always love you
Right now I'm just not sure what to do
I would have told them that marriage wasn't for me
Or maybe it's my fault because I never thought I'd be a wife
But when I became one I made you my life
It's sad how we drifted apart
There is so much hurt in my heart
But I feel that you don't care
So why not get out of your hair
I did all that I can
To support my man
Been through all kinds of stuff
And in the end it wasn't enough
I always stood behind you
Can't say I got the same support too
I told you everything you wanted to know
A clean past yet I feel like a hoe
I see our differences are not physical
But very much mental
Because at times I feel you are judgmental of me
I never thought that's how a marriage should be
And I know this hasn't been easy for you
But I'm praying for a better future for you too
I pray to God for him to show me the way
Until then I brave another day
No matter what I'll always love you
Right now I'm just not sure what to do
Marriage by Yanee Brinks is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivs 3.0 Unported License.
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