Thursday, October 13, 2016

See You Again

Sometimes I feel life is too hard to go on
Especially when everything I do is wrong
So many people stay mad at me
I can't trust my family
Love abandoned me years ago
And I have friendships that will never grow
I'm a superstar at work but for all the wrong things
They don't care about my performance it's all about my bling
So what is the point of me being here?
The devil is the only voice I hear
He says he knows what I'm talking about
And offers me a way out
Should I take him up on this?
Should I call it quits?
Who's going to miss me?
I feel I should set me free
Because sadly I'm already dead inside
And I'm tired of crying
So I guess I'll see you one day
Some kind of way
And if I don't see you again
Then you know this is the end

Tuesday, October 11, 2016

Bleeding Heart

Love isn't something that you go looking for
And for some it can seem like a revolving door
For some it can make life happy
Yet I haven't found what it does for me
So these are the days of my life
I can't even say that I've been living right
All I know is that my heart bleeds heavy
And I feel that I'm finally ready
Ready for love and happiness
But all I come across is lies and mess
Sometimes I feel love isn't for me
That I'm not meant to be happy
Because this heavy heart and tear filled eyes
Are a result of too many lies
And with so much hurt in the past
I don't know how long I can last
I'm afraid of what's to come
Because of whats already been done
It's with a heavy heart that I quit trying
But after a while you get tired of crying
So maybe one day
Love will come my way
But until then
I'll be my own best friend

Simply Amazing

I'm not impressed
By how you dress
And your money doesn't move me
I prefer my own money
All I want is you
All of you including your flaws too
Because real love is pure
And it triumphs lust for sure
Just you being you
And the loving things that you do
Can make a person fall in love
And feel that you are truly sent from above
So put on a smile on your face
And don't let it be replaced
Because you are too beautiful inside and out
To sit around and pout
Just know that someone appreciates you
And you'll love and adore them too
But no matter what I want you to remember that I care
That I'll always be there
Because I love you
For simply being you

Prisoner in my Home

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