Life's Struggle

These emotions going through me
Are charged with negative energy
Some days I'm up and others I'm down
And there's plenty of days were I don't want anyone around
I just want to be left to myself
To focus on my health
Then I realized that isn't real
That I needed to know how love feels
I need someone in my life
That could make me feel alright
Someone to simply be there
And show that he cares
Someone that will know just what to say
To help me have an awesome day
I need a love so deep
That being without him makes me weak
Someone to shower me with love
Yet can comfort me with a simple hug
I don't need him to spend a fortune on me
But I need to know that I'm his Queen
Yeah I finally realized what would help me feel alright
I just want to feel loved in life
To feel special to that one man
That I can make feel special as his woman
But sadly that's not the deal
And I don't know how that special love feels
So I'll continue on as I always do
Hoping that one day my dreams will come true
Hoping that one day my King will come
And that when he does our love will never be undone

Butterflies

He gives me butterflies
Whenever I look into his eyes
And time suddenly stops
When our lips lock
And when he touches me
I lose control of my body
He makes my love come down
Even when he's not around
Because my love for him is so strong
And it's been that way for so long
And words can't express how I feel right now
When the only place I want to be is in his arms but how
I need to feel his love
I need to be wrapped up in his hugs
I need to run my fingers through his hair
While planting kisses everywhere
I need to slowly remove his clothes
What's to come next, he already knows
I need to devour his manhood
Sucking on him taste so good
I want him to caress my head as I help him relax
I'm not stopping until I taste him climax
I need to drain him of all emotion
Only leaving him with the thoughts of my love motion
I just want to please my man
And show him love only I can
Because he means the world to me
And I'm willing to do anything to keep him happy