Life's Struggle

These emotions going through me
Are charged with negative energy
Some days I'm up and others I'm down
And there's plenty of days were I don't want anyone around
I just want to be left to myself
To focus on my health
Then I realized that isn't real
That I needed to know how love feels
I need someone in my life
That could make me feel alright
Someone to simply be there
And show that he cares
Someone that will know just what to say
To help me have an awesome day
I need a love so deep
That being without him makes me weak
Someone to shower me with love
Yet can comfort me with a simple hug
I don't need him to spend a fortune on me
But I need to know that I'm his Queen
Yeah I finally realized what would help me feel alright
I just want to feel loved in life
To feel special to that one man
That I can make feel special as his woman
But sadly that's not the deal
And I don't know how that special love feels
So I'll continue on as I always do
Hoping that one day my dreams will come true
Hoping that one day my King will come
And that when he does our love will never be undone