Dark Clouds

I'm stressed out of my mind
Feel like I'm in a race against time
My loved ones are against me
Friends turned enemies
Seems like no one cares
Although they claimed they would be there
It breaks my heart
I feel like life is falling apart
And who can I turn to
When everyone is against you
It hurts so bad
Other times I'm overly mad
I don't wear my heart on my sleeves
But I never expected to see my loved ones leave
I try to be there for anyone that I can
I try to be a thoughtful and loving woman
But why take the high road
When they are letting their true colors show
Tired of being hurt
Tired of being treated like dirt
Tired of hanging my head low
I just want to let go
I just want to say goodbye
So that I no longer have to cry
I no longer want to hear lies
I just want to close my eyes and die

No More Burden

Doing what I do
Only I'm doing it without you
See you left my mind open
Which left me wishing and hoping
And when my mind starts to wonder
It's like lighting and thunder
I stopped believing the fantasy
And discovered a new me
Now it's time to forget everyone else
I'm focused on myself
No one to feed me lies
No one to make me repeatedly cry
No feelings attached
So no strings attached
Although there isn't another you
That's kind of the point too
I'm free
To be me
You're free to be you
And do what you do
But I'm not mad
Far from sad
And I wish the best to you
In all that you do

I'm Back

I guess it can't be undone
I can't settle for just one
Yeah give me a thick bitch
That knows how to lick the clit
A pretty face
With a slim waist
Manicured nails
Hypnotic smell
And amazing breast
To match the rest

A smart mouth

When she's going south

She's in a class of her own

Both in public and at home

A true freak in the bed

She keeps me grounded with that head

When she puts her breast in my face

I can't help but to get a taste

Yeah I couldn't stay away long

I love my redbone

She puts that sparkle in my eye

Especially when she parts her thighs

She's my homie, lover, and friend 

And together we're about to run this world again

Yep, forever my queen

But this time I'm going to let it be seen

I love her and that's a fact

So everybody can get lost because I'm back!

Obsession

My love for you had grown too strong
By the time that I realized this things had gone wrong
I had lost the desire to be touched by you
I probably wouldn't even have been able to look at you
And you know that I loved looking into your eyes
But lately I felt that they were holding lies
Just as I loved being in your arms
Being seduced by your charm
It used to be you that I adored
But not anymore
And I'm not writing this to hurt you
Yet to be true
Because I thought the world of you
I thought you felt the same way about me too
Until I spent an entire day crying
Internally I felt as if I were dying
Then I heard God's words
And HE told me that this would hurt
That this was something that I had to do
I had to let go of you
Because you had already let go of me
I just didn't want to face reality
God opened my eyes and stopped my tears
HE told me that it was time to face my fears
HE told me that it was time to move on
That HE is my protector and HE'S protecting me from things going wrong
And suddenly a peace came over me
Although I still wasn't happy
I understood what had been said
I saw that what we had was already dead
And deep down inside of me
I feel like you also wanted to be free
Was it lust over love anyway?
Well for me it was love any day
It hurts to feel this way about you
I never ever wanted to lose you
I still love you with all of my heart
Never thought anything would tear us apart
But my love for you turned obsession
Leading to my depression
In the beginning we were friends
And I hope that we can be friends once again

No More Tears

The current way that I feel
Cannot be undone by any pill
With all that I am facing
My mind is constantly racing
My heart is heavy with sorrow
With no promise that I'll see tomorrow
My eyes are so dry
Because all I do is cry
I never thought that I'd feel this way
Never thought I'd see the day that I push you away
No longer do I desire to be touched by you
I'm not even sure that I could look at you
You've lost my trust
Now I'm not sure if it was love or just lust
I wasted so much time
Now I'm going out of my mind
I wish that I could erase you from my life
You might say that isn't right
But I say fuck you
Do what you do
You never cared about me
Truth is that you only wanted the pussy
So round of applause for you succeeded
But I hope that you are happy with memories because everything involving you has been deleted