Obsession

My love for you had grown too strong
By the time that I realized this things had gone wrong
I had lost the desire to be touched by you
I probably wouldn't even have been able to look at you
And you know that I loved looking into your eyes
But lately I felt that they were holding lies
Just as I loved being in your arms
Being seduced by your charm
It used to be you that I adored
But not anymore
And I'm not writing this to hurt you
Yet to be true
Because I thought the world of you
I thought you felt the same way about me too
Until I spent an entire day crying
Internally I felt as if I were dying
Then I heard God's words
And HE told me that this would hurt
That this was something that I had to do
I had to let go of you
Because you had already let go of me
I just didn't want to face reality
God opened my eyes and stopped my tears
HE told me that it was time to face my fears
HE told me that it was time to move on
That HE is my protector and HE'S protecting me from things going wrong
And suddenly a peace came over me
Although I still wasn't happy
I understood what had been said
I saw that what we had was already dead
And deep down inside of me
I feel like you also wanted to be free
Was it lust over love anyway?
Well for me it was love any day
It hurts to feel this way about you
I never ever wanted to lose you
I still love you with all of my heart
Never thought anything would tear us apart
But my love for you turned obsession
Leading to my depression
In the beginning we were friends
And I hope that we can be friends once again