Answers

I want answers as to why you don't love me
And maybe I'm stupid because it's not obvious to see
I want to know what did I do
To feel so much hate from you
I feel unloved and I want to know why
So that I can stop this urge to uncontrollably cry
You have no idea what you did to me
Why was I not worthy of starting a family?
Why was I not worthy of being your wife?
Could you not see us living a beautiful life?
So many questions cross my mind
But the main one is why are you not mine?
I loved you with all of my heart
So why would you rip it apart?
Why not give us another chance?
Let's rekindle our romance
Let me fulfill all of your fantasies
I promise to be the woman you need and want me to be
Just please don't walk away
Unpack your bags and stay
Because I'm head over heels in love with you
And dedicated to being all that you ever need too

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Broken Trust

I'm  heartbroken and don't know what to do
Because I see now that I shouldn't have confided in you
I told you things that no one else knew
I really thought that I could trust you
But you betrayed me
Put me out there for everyone to see
Told my business to anyone with ears
So when it got back to me I broke down in tears
I straight loved and cared about you
Stupid me I thought you cared and loved me too
But a real friend wouldn't do something like this
A real friend wouldn't go around calling me a crazy bitch
Nah friends don't do each other like that
Real friends have each others back
Friends talk it out and tell each other how they feel
And even though it might hurt for a while I'd respect that you kept it real
But you hurt me so bad
Every time I hear your name I get extremely sad
Because you broke our trust
I guess there wasn't really an "us"
It still hurts at times
So I try my best to clear my mind
I asked God to forgive your ways
And to help me to forget those days
Yes I pray for both of our lives
Because we both were living off of lies
It's just sad this is what it came to
But I'm glad I see the real you

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You Ain't Shit

I've learned a lot over the years
Learned to suppress my tears
I learned that these niggas ain't shit
And talk more than a chic
And these chic's straight got issues
Straight turned lesbian now she's stalking you
Learned these niggas only want to fuck
If that doesn't happen then they're up
No calling and no text
Just on to the next
Then talk shit about you
Now who's acting childish boo?
Now that nigga wanna put you on blast
But I guarantee that won't last
Because I'm crazier than you
And I got enough to go to war with too
And it's all bad because I thought we were cool
I guess you played me like a fool
Talking about send pictures of my tits
And pictures of my clit
But shame on me
Because I didn't hesitate to let you see
But never again
I don't need those types of friends
Oh and the crazy chic that's been blowing up my shit
I think she's ready to call it quits
Lip busted and ass beat
She'll stop saying my name in these streets
But I'm done blowing stream
Let me get back to being queen
I just had to let you know
That you're the real hoe

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Killing Em

I'll be real I don't like you
In my mind I've fought and killed you too
Because you hurt me so bad
Hurt turned to anger now I'm Dr. Jekyll & Mr. Hyde mad
Yeah you couldn't imagine the thoughts that sit on my brain
Just waiting for the right time to make it rain
But I don't know why I let you cause me hurt
Nigga you're the scum beneath the earth
So I'm saying FUCK YOU BOO
I'll play your game and win at it too
And if you think I need mental help
Go evaluate yourself
Because nigga you're a low life
And so is the chic you're planning to wife
You got an attitude with me?
Want me to let you be?
Okay boo I can do that
But you'll be wishing that you could take that back
I'm the best thing in your life
You should have made me your wife
Because I take care of me and mine
All while sitting back and letting you shine
I'm a real woman and take pride in being grown
Not a slut that wants to shack up and play home
But that ain't what you want
And you're not what I want
Just know that I tried to keep the peace between me and you
But now it's murder season and I'm coming for you

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Second Chances

I really miss my friend
And I pray that one day we can be friends again
But I do feel that you did me wrong
And it went on way too long
Never there when I wanted or needed you
But I'd drop whatever I was doing for you
And yes it hurts to just stop talking to one another
Because I loved you like I've loved no other
But I can't hold on to your broken promises anymore
It's time for me to close that door
And I can't do it without crying
Because with letting go a piece of me is dying
It's strange because you're the one that pushed me away
Yet I'm the one praying day after day
Hurt turned into aggression
That aggression turned into depression
Now I just don't know what to do
Because I'm really missing you
They say maybe we'll have a second chance at this
I say not if it's going to continue like this
Friends aren't suppose to hurt each other
Only be there to support and love one another
But I guess everything comes to an end
Even if that means losing my good friend

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Secrets

I've been keeping secrets for some years
The kind of secrets that will have any sane person in tears
And I'm ready to come clean with you
About my sex addiction and my lil boo
Actually I have two
Yes I've been keeping my man and my bitch from you
And I think that I'm in love with one of them
Plus I can tell you that it's not him
She's the lighter to my cigarette
With skills that I'll never forget
With eyes that hypnotize
And always get her between my thighs
She has the key to my heart
I believe she'll never tear it apart
But let's not forget about him though
He stays with me wherever I go
Because he's always on my mind
That's why I made him mine
He always treats me with so much respect
Much more than you could ever expect
Which is why I'm so confused
Because how could I choose
I love all three
But they say set two free
Well honey I choose you
And I'm keeping my two
Because I'm addicted to his dick
And I think he's the shit
Her kisses make me weak
So yeah she's playing for keeps
And I know you'll find another
Because you deserve a better lover
Hopefully one without a sex addiction

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Call Me

I've been smoking and thinking of you
Now I can't shake these thoughts of what I want to do
So I picked up a bottle and started drinking too
Now I'm playing with myself and thinking of you
Just to hear your voice sends tingles down my spine
Baby you don't know that you blow my mind
My fingers going deeper
And I'm getting weaker
Ooh baby please call me
Rubbing on my breast
Wishing I was kissing on your chest
Moans starting to escape
Baby I can't wait
Video chat with me
Because this is something I want you to see
I keep replaying our conversation in my head
But I need your voice to send me over the edge
I wish I had your fingers between my legs
Because you always make me wet the bed
Boy you don't know how bad I want you
But I can't even get you to call me boo
So if you want to know what it do
Hit me up because I'm always thinking of you

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Today's Thoughts

What most people don't know is that I wear my heart on my sleeves. I'm a very loving person but when I feel unloved I can become very emotional. And that hurts because I give everyone a chance. It's just in me to be honest with people yet people nowadays don't want honesty. They prefer the lies and gossiping about one another over truth. This is part of the reason why I have trust issues. I don't trust those that smile in my face yet talk behind my back. I don't trust men that say they love me yet display hate towards me. Needless to say I don't trust too many. And I have heard that I am mean. But I say that I'm just being me. I don't sugarcoat things like most and I prefer to tell you what's on my mind as I expect the same from you. Sadly I don't get that respect from most. It hurts so much too. But I've learned to be strong and just pray for those individuals. I've had friends shut me out of their lives overnight and I'm left wondering why. But then God shows me that at that time in their lives they had something going on that he did not want me involved in. Or it did not involve me therefore I did not need to witness it. Either way I no longer cry about people walking out of my life because I know God was saving me from something. And I owe this new found thinking to Joel Osteen. I watched his Sunday morning sermon and it really hit close to home. He said "Don't focus on the problem but focus on the promises". Meaning don't complain about it, thank God for it. Don't say God you know I need you. Say God thank you for the strength that you have given me thus far. It really does make a difference. I feel like I can continue life because I believe again. Yes, I was broken down by a few loved ones but never again. I give my heart over to God. And I didn't write this to preach but just to let people know what was on my mind today. Just to give you a little insight into who I am. I'm a mother. I'm a wife. I'm a hard worker. I'm a friend. I'm a daughter. I'm a writer. I'm a free thinker. I'm me! I hope that you know who you are and if not that you can find yourself before it's too late. Accept you for you and not what or who others want you to be. Everyone has a purpose in life, have you figured yours out yet? It's not too late! Talk to God. Let him know that HE is number one in your life. Prioritize your life the way you say it should be. Anyone that does not agree is probably okay to let go of. Again not preaching but just writing what was on my mind. Love you all!

Yanee Brinks ❤

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Cry For Help

I'm fighting body aches
And thoughts I can't shake
My head is spinning
Feels like the devil is winning
I'm too weak to fight
But giving up isn't right
I don't know what's wrong with me
And that has got me angry
I don't feel like myself
And it's taking a toll on my health
I'm sick all of the time
From the thoughts on my mind
God cast these demons from me
I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy
Help seems so far away
When you're unsure if you'll see another day
So many restless nights
I feel I'm losing this fight
I wonder what's taking so long
I don't want to live wrong
Calling on God is all that I can do
GOD YOU KNOW THAT I NEED YOU
Remove these thoughts from my head
As I lay in bed
And beg for your forgiveness
For even allowing this

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I'm Still Hurting

I'm asking God to forgive me
As I just want to once again be happy
I'm still hurting from before
And I don't think I can take it anymore
I thought that I had moved on
But I couldn't have been more wrong
It still hurts like that very first day
That I knew you had officially walked away
And I've cried so much
Because I honestly felt crushed
But I guess I meant nothing to you
And you probably don't care that you broke my heart in two
Just writing this is hard for me
Eyes so filled with tears that I can't see
They said addressing the issue will help you
But I'm not believing that to be true
And I'm trying to keep my hurt from turning into anger
So that I won't say or do something that puts us both in danger
But you have no clue of what I want to do
Because I truly adored you
So I'm admitting this in hopes of finding closure
Lord knows I need it for sure
Hurting because I still love you
And don't know what to do
I've never felt this way before
And I don't want to hurt anymore
So please forgive me
I only want to make me happy

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Blessed

When the going gets tough
And life seems a bit rough
There is only one person that I turn to
And God that is you
Because no one can do for me
Not even my closest friends and family
The way that you can
As I am only seeing one set of footprints in this sand
And I know that you are there for me more than I realize
And it's time for me to stop trying to view things through closed eyes
Even though at times it feels that I've got my fair share
I know that you'll never put more on me than I can bare
I only wish that others had more faith and trust in you as I do
And that they would put more effort into loving you
Rather than chasing street dreams and fancy cars
Or women that they picked up in bars
No God that isn't the life for me
I'm thankful everyday for my little family

And I thank you for everyday that you wake me

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Quality Time

I want to lay in your arms for an hour or two
Just feeling the love pouring from you
We can spend some time talking about life
Or maybe the possibility of becoming your wife
Or tell me a secret and I promise to keep it between you and me 

And if you share your secret I'll tell you my wildest fantasy 

But can you handle that baby 

Now I'm not trying to drive you away 

Nah I'll do what I have to if it means you'll stay

Because I'm crazy about you 

And I forever want you to be my boo

So anything that you want from me 

I'll do it satisfaction guaranteed

And I know that you want me 

I can tell by the way u look at my body

Undressing me with your eyes 

Baby the eyes never lie

But I won't force the issue 

As long as I can lay here with you 

Holding you and cuddling with you

Because that's what I really want to do

As long as you know that I love you 

And I know that you love me too

Then nothing else matters to me

That's all I need to make me happy

So come lay in my arms all night 

Doesn't matter if we're friends or lovers as long as you're in my life

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Missing That Someone

It hurt so much to know
That we just let each other go
But you should know that you stay on my mind
Because you were a good friend of mine
And I still love you
I told you that you'll always be my boo
Damn you mean so much to me
So yes I'm struggling to let you be
I didn't want to let you go
But I was too stubborn to tell you tho
So we've just lost touch
And I miss you so much
I'm trying not to cry writing this
Because our friendship fell apart with the help of a bitch
And I thought we were better than that
Considering how far we go back
Some say that's what I get for falling in love with you
And at times I agree with that too
Because I let myself go
When I should've been telling you no
I gave you too much of me
And it showed for everyone to see
I'm heartbroken and can't stop crying
But if I said I didn't still want you I'd be lying
I truly miss my friend
And I never thought I'd see the end
I pray that one day we'll be back like we used to be
The anything goes duo that was you and me

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They Call Me Crazy

They say I'm a crazy bitch
But I just don't take much shit
Especially from you dumb niggas
You still obsessed with trying to be a playa nigga?
Bitch grow the fuck up
And learn to shut the fuck up
Because I'm about to flip the fuck out
And bust you in your mouth
Because I heard that you've been talking bad
And I'm laughing more than I am mad
But you're not on my level tho
You're a simple ass hoe
Still fucking those ghetto "things"
Nigga get yo shit together and try to get a real queen
Yeah you're not ready for that right
You're still trying to be "about that life"
Nigga I could school you real quick
Bring you up to speed on a lot of shit
But when I start talking I'm a crazy bitch
And you tell me that I'm on bullshit
I say you're just a stupid trick
Content with dealing with the same shit
So I guess what I'm trying to say
Is fuck you in every way
Because crazy is something that I'll always be
But I love that shit because I'm just being me

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To: You

I've spent most of my life loving you
And now I know that's not what I was suppose to do
You weren't meant to get that much of my time
You weren't meant to stay on my mind
You turned out to be a road block in my life
An obstacle to keep me from living right
So I've began doing what I'm supposed to do
I've began releasing my grasp on you
I'm living life and doing me
Not caring if you and I will ever be
That's all a part of the past
Because God showed me that you weren't meant to last
And even though it hasn't been that long
I'm already happier since I've moved on
And please forgive me if this comes across mean
I'm just being honest, I'm no longer playing for your team
And I know that you won't miss me
I'm just one fish out of an entire sea
But it's sad because I loved you
But that wasn't the case of you loving me too
So good luck to you
Wish you well in whatever you do
And I hope you find love one day
Just don't look for it to come from this way

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Dead & Gone

I want you gone
And I want to be left alone
Leave no evidence of you and me
I wish I could erase our memories
Because you've hurt me too many times
Next time I might lose my mind
I might just go off of the deep end
And start war against you my friend
Yes I need anger management, I'll admit it
But you've pushed me to this limit
You've got me thinking crazy thoughts
Like should I destroy you or not
Because I tried to love you
But I guess I didn't do enough for you to love me too
So it's fuck you from now on
And I don't care who thinks it's wrong
I'm freeing myself from your bullshit
And that's too bad because me and you could have been the shit
But you play too many games
And at your age you should really be ashamed
And even though I'll never forget your name
I'm killing all thoughts of you that sat on my brain
Yeah to me you're officially dead and gone
Now I can happily live my life and move on

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The Realist

Dudes that claim to be the realist
Don't even make my friend list
Because everything that you own
Even down to your home
Wasn't acquired through you
But probably your main boo
Out here claiming to be real
But we know the real deal
Taking credit for what others do
But stunting like it's all you
Out here locking down hoes
But saying you want a woman with morals and goals
And to think I used to take pity on you
I see now that's just how you do
Always looking for someone else to blame
You need to be ashamed
Out here hustling like it's cool
In reality you look like a damn fool
Because you're too old for that shit
And you're too old to still be slanging dick
Big boys with little boy dreams
When dealing with you everything ain't always what it seems
So go back to drama filled life
And you might as well make that hoe your wife
Because no real woman will want you
Not as long as you continue to do what you do
But you dudes don't care
You'll continue to be faker than these bitches hair
And stop talking like little school girls
Telling your business to the whole damn world
You fake ass dudes ain't worthy of shit
Especially me writing this
But real recognize "real"
So I had to tell you how I feel
I hope you learned something from this
If nothing more than you niggas ain't shit

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Crushing

I want him so I'm determined to make him mine
Because I want this man to blow my mind
And I don't give a damn who he belongs to
Because after I'm finished with him he won't even remember you
So say what you want about me having a crush
But just the thought of him gives me a rush
And I know that he wants me too
So why not make it do what it do
I want his tongue all over me
Licking every inch of my body
Teasing me while he strokes his dick
Making me beg for that shit
Because I know that he can deliver the goods
And make my pussy cream like it should
Just thinking about it has got me wet
And I ain't even made him mine yet
But that's not the only reason I want this man
I'm trying to lock him down for as long as I can
Because I love the way that he treats me
He makes me feel young and carefree
This man gives me everything that I could ever need
Even my sex addiction he feeds
So I'm sorry if this is your boo
But he's about to be mine and he's never coming back to you!

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Loving You

I want to feel your lips against mine
Tender strokes up and down my spine
Then run your fingers across my face
While you give me your tongue to taste
I just need to feel like I'm one with you
So hold me close and show me that our love is true
Baby you're all that I need to feel complete
Because your love alone keeps me feeling weak
Good loving is what I want from you
Because with love and determination everything else will fall into place too
Needless to say I don't want to let you go
So I'll do whatever is necessary to help our love grow
Just keep giving me those sensual kisses
Creating new memories so no need for reminiscing
Running your fingers through my hair
While I dare to kiss you there
I love what we do
And I love loving you
No holding back when we're together
I'll do whatever it doesn't matter
Forever my king
As long as you keep me your queen

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Stupid Nigga

Phony individuals make me sick
I see right thru all of your bullshit
Everytime that I think we're cool
I end up looking like a damn fool
Well I'm tired of this shit
Go fuck with the mind of another bitch
Because I don't have time to keep going round and round
And in the end I look like the clown
So fuck you nigga and your flock of hoes too
Go make one of those bitches your boo
Then tell your boo to suck your dick
And while she's down there I hope she chokes on that shit
Nigga you don't deserve to be in a real womans presence
You're nowhere near capable of appreciating her essence
You'd rather remain a little boy
And keep playing with broken toys
Again I say fuck you
And have fun with your new boo
So until next time friend
Because we will cross paths again

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Random Thought

We don't talk like we used to
But that doesn't mean that I don't think of you
I'm just at a point in my life
Were I'm trying to get things right
And that means not chasing after you
Like you expect me to
Yes I've had to let you go
But that's because I've watched you grow
And sadly you grew apart from me
So I'm doing what's right and setting you free
Parting ways didn't come with ease
But I wanted you to continue to do as you please
Without having to hear me complain
Because I know that my whining drove you insane
Do remember that I love you
Just not the same as I used to
And that I'm always here for you if you need me

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Farewell Love

Keep your broken promises I don't want them
And you can keep your man honey I don't want him
Because I already opened my heart up and got burned
But what can I say, you live and you learn
But I'll never do that shit again
Because my heart can't handle being broken
Promises of a life that you can't deliver
Looking back on it that sounds real familiar
Over and over again I fall for you
But not anymore honey I'm through with you
I'm closing this door for good
And living my life as I should
Carefree and full of happiness
Not heartache and unnecessary stress
It hurts to say that I don't love you anymore
But it's for my own good because you treated me like a whore
And I expected so much more from you
But I see now that I was just something to do
Now these tears fall every night
And my thoughts wake me before the morning light
But I know now what I need to do
I need to forgive and forget to get over you
And that's just what I'm ready to do
As I can no longer hold on to you
I just hope that you can forgive me for the things that I've done and said
And all of the corruptive things that you've read
Because from here on out
Self love is all that I'm about

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Misjudged

I'm not the type to feel sorry for myself
And I don't expect it from anyone else
So if I confide in you
That's just what I choose to do
I don't need a pity party
I just need you to listen to me!
And if you don't want to listen then tell me so
Because ignoring me ain't the way to go
That will only make me mad
And when I'm mad it's all bad
I'll flip on you so damn quick
Just because I am that bitch
Nasty ass attitude
Far beyond rude
And my sharp ass tongue
Spit words that can't be undone
But I don't give a fuck
I'm all about letting you know what's up
Because I'm quiet as I wanna be
But you won't take advantage of me
If I'm respectful and there for you
Then I expect the same too
No more playing games honey
I guarantee that when I'm finished with you it won't be funny
Because you fucked with the wrong one this time
I might be quiet but I'm about to fuck with your mind

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Kiss Ass

Some say I'm too freaky
I say bitch I'm being me
While you're unsure about yourself
Looking for yourself in everyone else
I'm confident with mine
I'm not saying that I'm a dime
But I know that I look good
The way you're man wish you would
So it's natural that I'm a freak
While you hoes are just ghetto and street
I do what makes me happy
While you live your life unhappy
Wishing that you could say the things that I say
And still live to see another day
But you can't live like me!
So stop trying to be someone you can't be
Wondering where your baby daddy was last night?
He was with me getting right
Yeah I slept with your man
Sucked him up doing a headstand
Made him cum multiple times
Bitch you didn't even cross his mind
And when he came home to you
Did you taste me on his tongue too?
Or did you taste me on his dick?
Because he devoured my shit
Yeah I love being me
A nasty little freak
And while you sit at home masturbating
Because you're too busy hating
I'm out here doing what I do
Shitting on you!

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Atlantic Starr- Let's Get Closer

I'm Only Human

They say I'm all about myself
I say I just don't depend on anyone else
And why should I?
When all they do is lie
No one cares about me
Sometimes I second guess my own family
Because they treat me worse than others
I'm talking showing their true colors
Calling me names
And playing stupid games
Spreading lies
And blowing highs
It's so much to deal with
I often think of calling it quits
But then I think again
And I can't let others win
So I push all feelings aside
And try to let certain things ride
I can't let the devil get the best of me
And I for damn sure don't want his company
So with God by my side
I'm going to keep flying high
And I'll continue to be me
Because that's how God intended it to be


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My One And Only

Do you really love me?
Can you see us starting a family?
Am I the only woman that you need?
Do you think that together we can succeed?
Or did you just lead me on?
And in time will I be left standing alone?
Because I surely love you
And I'm hoping that you love me too
Because I'm willing to let go of everything
Just to make room for my King
But I don't want to risk it all
Just to watch our empire fall
I want you to promise me that you will remain true
As I will always be true to you
And I will do anything to keep you happy
Because I want nothing but the best for our family
There's no temptation strong enough
No situation too rough
To tear our love apart
Because you're the only one with the key to my heart



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I'm ready

Let's get turned on and turned up
Ass in the air because I'm ready to fuck
Spread my legs
Push them back by my head
Then dive in
Let the good times begin
No raincoat
While you rock the boat
Let it rain down
Making puddles so that we can slash around
Boo I'm talking Aquafina wet can you handle it
I should come with a warning because my love is the shit
But you're throwing it deep
Got my body weak
Legs shaking in the air
Boo you got me pulling my own hair
I love having sex with you
I'm always amazed by the things we do
You've got the best dick in the world
So I'm happy to be your girl
I'm gonna ride it out for my baby
Make you proud to call me your lady
So daddy come give it to me
Because you know I stay ready

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Bone Thugs n Harmony - Thuggish Ruggish Bone

Death or Heartache

I can't really blame you
But I don't know what to do
Because you've hurt me so bad
And gotten me so mad
That I see suicide as the only way out
I can't continue to let this go south
All I wanted to do was love you
And do my share to make you happy too
But this heartache is too much to bare
And I feel like you don't care whether I'm here or there
So I'd rather end my life
Than go on pretending everything is alright
And you probably don't understand how you hurt me
Because I try to hide it so that you don't see
But I've been living with this pain for too long
It's time for me to go on
Time to ease this pain
Erase all memories from my brain
Time to release you from my mind
I know that you will heal over time
You really made me feel low
Like I wasn't a friend but a hoe
You hurt me more than you'll ever know
Yet I still can't let you go
And I know that once I'm gone
That you won't mourn too long
Because it's too much to care while I'm alive
So it'll probably make it easier for you when I die
Sad thing is that I'm already dead
Because nothing but suicidal thoughts live in my head
And that dark deed will definitely be done
So congrats baby you've finally won

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Yeah I'm Psycho

You can call my psycho
But I bet you won't call me a scary hoe
Because I'll go there with yo ass
I'm known for snapping hella fast
And I'm quick with a rebuttal
They say my mouth will get me in trouble
I say you shouldn't have started the shit
So I'm just trying to finish this
Talking about me behind my back
I didn't know niggas acted like that
And to quote what you said
I'm crazy in the head
So why would you take it there
Knowing that I wouldn't care
I say shit to intentionally hurt you
Because that's just what us crazy bitches do
We stir up shit
Refuse to quit
Don't back down
Until you're left looking like a clown
Nah I'm joking
I'm really soft spoken
And unless you piss me off
You won't hear the things that can come out of my mouth
Because I'd rather love than fight
Although either way I'll be alright
Because I'll bring that shit to your home
And I guarantee that you'll leave it alone
So think twice before you cross me
Unless you want bad news brought to your family

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Good Girl No More

Do what you want
But I bet that you won't
Because you don't have it in you
To say and do the things that I do
The way that you live is lame
You should hang your head in shame
Faking your way through life
You know you're not living right
And it's driving me insane
That God put you on my brain
Thoughts of you are such a waste of time
I'd give my life to get you off of my mind
You make my blood boil and get me so damn mad
Now I'm raging with anger and ready to do nothing but bad
And I'm not talking flattening your tires
I'm talking setting shit on fire
No arguing in public places
More like 12 shots to your face
No sugar in your tank
I'm taking all the money in your bank
And if anyone tries to get cute
And come to your rescue
Then they'll get it too
Because this is between me and you

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Let Me Get My Issue Off

Are you feeling some type of way?
Then you probably won't like what I have to say
I'm tired of being honest and real
Only for bitches to not tell me how they feel
Tired of trying to be a good friend to you
But you don't care about being a good friend too
Yeah I've been down but I bounced back
And I don't think you're going to like that
Because I say what I want
While you bitch up and won't
And I won't regret anything that I say
Because I don't like the games being played
You bitches are driving me nuts
Claiming to be thorough but you more like a mutt
My patience are starting to wear thin
With trying to be your friend
We're putting in too much work
Just for people to get hurt
So miss me with the bullshit
I'm tired of going through this
You can disappear and never be seen again
And I won't shed a tear my friend

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Oral Fun

I'm trying to get right
If only for tonight
Give me all of it
And don't you dare quit
Come give it to me good
Let me please you like a woman should
Let me serve you up
Let me catch all of that nut
Take me how you please
But promise not to tease
Don't make me beg
Just join me in this bed
Let's have fun tonight
I promise to get you right
Whips, chains, and handcuffs
Strawberries, chocolates, and more freaky stuff
Let me lick every inch of your body
And I'll let you devour me
Let's bring in the toys
Baby you've got me making so much noise
And as I cum for you
I taste you cum too
But I hope that you're not tired because we've just begun
Who would have knew that oral could be so much fun


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Confused

If me and you could work things out
I'd have no reason to sit and pout
I could go about my life
Knowing that me and you are alright
I'd have no reason to worry
And if I did you know I'd be calling you in a hurry
Because that's just who I am
And if you don't like it I don't give a damn
I won't stop being me
Just to keep someone company
I would just have to let you go
And try not to let the hurt show
Because I've got too much love for you
So walking away is something I can't easily do
But if this is what you want, I'll try
With Gods help I'll be able to hold my head high
Just can't understand what I did to you
But I'll give you my word that we'll be through
Because I won't beg you to talk to me
I'll just let you be
Move on with my life
And pray that yours is alright


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Ms. Jackson

Ms. Jackson ain't dead, she's very much alive
That's just a side that I choose to hide
And she can be shown to you
But I don't think you want me to
Because she's nasty as she wants to be
But if that's your type then you'll definitely be happy
Attitude off the chain
So don't even mention my name
She can be sweet if she wants
And she can leave memories that haunt
Either way memories of Ms. Jackson stay
No matter what you do they won't go away
Because she's a force to be reckoned with
Some call her a slick bitch
She just peeps what you're saying
Without going along with the game that you're playing
And she strikes when you least expect it
Putting an end to all bullshit
But don't be mad
Just admit that Ms . Jackson is bad
And that you ain't bout that life
So I suggest you get your act right

LSG - My Body

Forever Mine

Even though you don't love me
I can't set you free
You'll forever be my boo
Because it's just something about you
Maybe it's your laid back attitude
That's got me in love with you
Or your ability to handle business
And have little involvement in mess
But whatever it is I'm addicted
And I'm loving it
Because not many can do it like you
You do it and make it look effortless too
Baby you're bad I must admit
You've got every reason to think you're the shit
But together we can dominate the game
Make people fear our names
But that's not what you want anymore
You actually walked out of that door
And left me by myself
All alone not wanting anyone else
Because you know I'll never forget you
Or the things that we used to do
So no I can't let go boo
Because I still love you


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All Yours

If I kissed you would you kiss me back
I'll tell you now that I'd like that
Because I yearn to feel your touch
I want your hands all over my butt
I need your tongue down my throat
So much I feel like I'm going to choke
I want all of you
I'm talking every inch of you too
I'm in the mood to be a freak
So come put me to sleep
Come do what it is that you do
That's got me addicted to you
Turn me into an acrobat
Then lay me down on my back
Stare into my eyes
As you climb in between my thighs
Because baby I'm feeling you
In more than one way too
Feel me cum all over your dick
Then you pull out and cum on my clit
Oh but please don't think that we're done
Because baby the fun has just begun

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Friends Again

Whenever I'm sad I think of you
Because no one can make me laugh the way that you do
You were truly a good friend to me
Because our friendship wasn't based around money
But now that's fucked up
Because I couldn't keep my mouth shut
Regret is something that I don't often do
But I'm regretting the moment that I lost you
And if I could turn back the hands of time
I would most definitely change my mind
I wouldn't have pushed you away
I wish I could relive that horrible day
I cried myself to sleep
The next day I couldn't eat
Because I knew I had made a mistake
My heart was filled with nothing but hate
And I just want you to know that
I really want you back
Yes I miss my friend
And I want us to be friends again
I pray that you can forgive me
Because I want you as a friend not enemy

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15 Years Wasted

Some may call me ignorant
Say I'm acting belligerent
And I know two wrongs don't make a right
But you got me ready to fight
Because you have a nasty ass attitude
Which I wouldn't expect from a dude
And it's the way you blew me off
That made shit pop off
You're not man enough to confront me
But talk shit about me to your friends and family
Really nigga you're a bitch
All you do is talk shit
I was just trying to be nice
I tried once but I bet I won't try twice
Call me stupid if you like
I guarantee I'll be alright
Because I was trying to be grown
And simply right my wrong
But I see the devil lives inside of you
That's why you act the way that you do
And it's really quite sad
That I let your evil ass get me mad
But I'm only human right
And I know this won't affect your night
But I just had to let you know
That you're acting like a bitch ass hoe
Because I always keep it 100 with you
So why can't a man do the same too
I guess there was no respect there from the beginning
And definitely none present for the ending
And yes I'm pissed but can you blame me
All I ever wanted was for you to be happy with your family
I was always telling you that you were doing good
Trying to be supportive of you like a friend should
But it's okay
Yeah I'll get over it one day
Until then I'm going to act like you
And not give a fuck about you or what you do


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Doing What Feels Right

I called up my boo
And told him that I met someone new
I told him that I didn't want to sneak
Because that meant I was trying to cheat
And I didn't want to hurt him
But I couldn't keep seeing both of them
So I set my boo free
And he was quite pleased with me
Said I did the right thing
And he hopes this is more than just a fling
Next I called Marcus and said I'm on my way
Told him that I had something that I wanted to say
I said I really enjoy myself when I'm with you
But I need to know if this is true
Don't just lead me on
Tell me what you really want because we're both grown
He said baby I just want you
I want to be your lover, friend, and future husband too
He said let me love and cherish you
And do all the things that lovers do
I'm not trying to let you out of my life
I can see having you as my wife
But first you have to give me a chance
Come to my house for a little romance
I couldn't believe what he was saying
But the sincerity in his voice said that he wasn't playing
I finally arrive at his place
So now we're face to face
And no more words are being said
It's like we're inside of each others head
And the next thing I see
Is Marcus kissing me
Then his hands went around my waist
I was feeling good but I told him to wait
I said I don't want things to change
Another kiss was exchanged
He said baby I'm not trying to lose you
I'll wait as long as you want me to
And with that being said
We headed off to bed
Yeah we had a good night
And I know everything will be alright


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So We're Beefing?

People wonder why I post the things that I post
But people do the most
People really do annoy me
I'm talking strangers, friends, and family
Like if I apologize to you
And you still have an attitude
Then fuck you bitch
Because I don't have time for bullshit
And if we're not speaking
Then consider us beefing
Because I tried to be nice
But that shit won't happen twice
I'd rather be done dealing with you
Than to kiss your ass and be feeling blue
Because I can be the sweetest person you'll ever know
But piss me off and here we go
And don't think because I'm trying to share my sweetness
That you should take my kindness for weakness
I can be the devil in disguise
So word to the wise
Don't play games with me
Be real so that we can all get along happily

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Lil Jon & The East Side Boyz - Stop Fuckin' Wit Me

Missing You

It's funny how emotions make you do the things that you do
But I must admit that I regret saying what I did to you
I was going through some tough times
And I needed a way to keep you off of my mind
I know I went about it the wrong way
And I'm sorry is all that I can say
But one thing is for certain
And that's I'm the one hurting
Because I miss you
And I miss hearing your voice too
So many days I've just wanted to call your phone
Tell you to come over because I'm alone
So many things that I've wanted to tell you
But I'm afraid that you want us to really be through
And I'll understand if that's true
But damn I will really miss you
Because I understand if you're happy
And just want to be let be
But I miss talking to you
I miss getting advice about situations too
And I miss getting pictures of you
I admit I miss sending them too
I just want to meet up one day
Just to hear you say that you're okay
Again I'm sorry for trying to end our friendship
I've never been one to quit
I hope you can forgive me
If not I promise to let you be
But I'm missing you
I wonder if you miss me too

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Shocked?

Boy I see you watching me
Wishing you could make me a part of your family
But keep your eyes off my thighs
You ain't worthy of getting my prize
You fucked up all of those chances
Now look at our circumstances
Enemies all the way
Never thought I would see this day
I guess you thought I would remain loyal to you
But don't I deserve the same respect too
You're a stunna and you ain't shit
That's why you'll never get with this bitch
I heard you're calling me names
And saying I'm lame
But what does that make you?
If you ask me I'd say a lame too
But you'll be alright
Because I know I'll be able to sleep at night
And maybe if you get your act right
We can get together for a night

But I don't do being disrespected boo

Definitely not by a loser like you
So until then
I see you watching old friend

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I Ain't Mad At You

I'm the type to not give a fuck
So you should already know what's up
And I don't care if you get mad
Because this shit here is sad
You're bad mouthing me
But I thought you were my homie
But it's cool
I won't act a fool
I'll wait for you to come around
Because we're too cool for us to clown
I'm actually sad because you were my boo
Never thought I'd fall out with you
But all good things come to an end
Time will tell if we'll remain friends
And don't say that shit ain't bad
Because I can tell when you're mad
Just hate that it ended up being this way
I never thought you'd push me away
But I ain't mad at you
And I still love you boo
So get at me when you want
And I know how you feel if you don't

Happy Valentines Day

Happy Valentines Day to my lovers today
I hope that you enjoy this day
And it doesn't matter what you do
As long as you spend it with your boo
Whether together with friends
Or at someone's Inn
Regardless of the weather
Just spend it together
I hope that you have fun either way
Party, cuddle, and love the day away
And if you don't like Valentine's Day
Go out and party anyway
Because I love you
And I want you to have fun too

Respect

If she means the world to you
Don't call her your boo
And don't call her your girl if she's talking care of home
Call her your woman because she is grown
Treat her like your Queen
Because I'm sure she treats you like her King
Since you really love her let it show
Make sure that everyone knows
Tell her that you love her everyday
Kiss her before you just walk away
These may be simple things
But you'd be surprised at the joy they bring
And a woman wants to know that she's special to you
So she looks for this in the things that you do
And fellas don't be weak
If she's good to you don't dare cheat
Stay focused and don't take the bait
Never mess up something that is great
Just keep your lady first
Do your best to make sure she never hurts
And as long as you're doing right
She will cherish you for life

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Jhené Aiko - The Worst (Explicit)

That's Love

As I cried myself to sleep last night, he held me
Not knowing why I was crying he comforted me
Throughout my illness he's been there
Told me that he'll never go anywhere
My love, my life
Times like this makes me proud to be his wife
My tears fell in a constant stream
With no end in sight or so it seemed
Still he stayed right by my side
As a small part of me died
He let me cry
A man that knows my past
And still believes we'll last
You have to love someone like that
Someone that with never turn their back
Yeah he's my closest friend
One that I'll cherish until the end


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Caution

My emotions are all over the place
But smiles are all you see on my face
So excuse me if I come off crazy
But my thoughts are a little hazy
I was filled with lots of confusion and lust
Had me feeling like I was going to bust
And I'm still trying to get myself together
So even though I'm good, I'm not completely better
I just hope that you know
That it was hard to let go
And I didn't want to write this
But I didn't want you thinking that I was a bitch
I wanted to be woman enough to say
That I never meant to upset you in any way
That the battle is within myself
And I am working against the hand that I was dealt
Because God showed me the light
And I saw that I wasn't behaving right
So please accept my apology
And know that I am truly sorry


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Goodbye

I was in love when we first met
I thought if I lost you that I would be upset
But as it turns out I'm good
My life has went on like it should
I had so many fears about losing you but I tried not to let them show
Now I can say that with Gods help I'm ready to let you go
And I see a lot of things that I turned a blind eye to
You have no idea how in love I was with you
That caused me to not be myself
And eventually messed with my mental health
I became obsessed with my thoughts about you
Tried very hard to convince myself that they were true
Told myself that you really did love me
When deep down I knew that you only wanted to take advantage of my body
I can't believe how naive I had become
But I'm glad that I'm done
I can honestly say that I'm over you
I think I'm just done with love too
I won't say that I'm not hurt
But letting you go is better than feeling like dirt
So yes I pushed you away
But I can't see it being any other way
I pray that life goes well for you
But from here on out you'll just be another person that I knew


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Death Before Dishonor

They say a coward dies a thousand deaths
So how many do you have left?
And yeah you know who I'm writing to
Don't even second guess yourself because it's you
I thought you were a soldier
But my love for you continues to grow colder
So I kill off the weak
And nurture the elite
Because only the strong survive
And the determined ones thrive
Loyalty is key
When trying to get next to me
So don't feed me a bunch of bullshit
Then coward behind your words like a bitch
Oh and one thing you might not know
I'm a licensed P.I. but keep that on the low
Yeah I know what I need to
That's why I'm getting rid of you
You were suppose to be my down ass nigga
A natural born go getta
But your life is one big lie
You can't fill your own shoes no matter how hard you try
And I'll stand tall with or without you
Because that's how Y.B do
But I am disappointed with you
I thought we would see this all the way through
But I can't just let it end
Not when we were suppose to be friends
Besides I was always told it's death before dishonor bitches


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More Drama

I've done all that I can
But you truly are a bitch made man
A coward ass bitch
I hope that someone finds you in a ditch
You really disgust me now
And all I can say is wow
I used to just love you
Wanted you to be my boo
I can't believe that
I must have been experimenting with crack
Because you're not worthy of my time
Shouldn't even be a thought in my mind
Glad I never fucked your ass
I'll leave that for the trash
But as for me
I've had enough lil homie
No need to duck and dodge my shit
Just man up and admit your a stupid ass little bitch


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Hurt For The Last Time

If you don't hear from me for weeks
Don't even bother to speak
Because I'm tired of crying
I wash my hands with trying
Because I'm tired of people hurting me
I'm tired of hoping and praying just to come up empty
You've done a number on my heart
I forgive you and time & time again you rip it apart
I'm ashamed to say that I love you
Because I know that when I say it, it's true
I'm tired of being mad at the same man
Why we keep each other around I don't understand
And you could care less about any of this
To you I'm just another bitch
And I think that's what hurts the most
Because I've always held you close
But no more tears
I've survived all of these years
It's just that the pain runs so deep
The thought of you makes me weak
But I'm done caring about you
No more being supportive of the things that you do
You've pushed me away for the last time
Now you'll just be a distant thought in my mind



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