Death or Heartache

I can't really blame you
But I don't know what to do
Because you've hurt me so bad
And gotten me so mad
That I see suicide as the only way out
I can't continue to let this go south
All I wanted to do was love you
And do my share to make you happy too
But this heartache is too much to bare
And I feel like you don't care whether I'm here or there
So I'd rather end my life
Than go on pretending everything is alright
And you probably don't understand how you hurt me
Because I try to hide it so that you don't see
But I've been living with this pain for too long
It's time for me to go on
Time to ease this pain
Erase all memories from my brain
Time to release you from my mind
I know that you will heal over time
You really made me feel low
Like I wasn't a friend but a hoe
You hurt me more than you'll ever know
Yet I still can't let you go
And I know that once I'm gone
That you won't mourn too long
Because it's too much to care while I'm alive
So it'll probably make it easier for you when I die
Sad thing is that I'm already dead
Because nothing but suicidal thoughts live in my head
And that dark deed will definitely be done
So congrats baby you've finally won

Death or Heartache by Yanee Brinks is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivatives 4.0 International License.