Yanee Brinks: I'm Still Hurting

Tuesday, August 12, 2014

I'm Still Hurting

I'm asking God to forgive me
As I just want to once again be happy
I'm still hurting from before
And I don't think I can take it anymore
I thought that I had moved on
But I couldn't have been more wrong
It still hurts like that very first day
That I knew you had officially walked away
And I've cried so much
Because I honestly felt crushed
But I guess I meant nothing to you
And you probably don't care that you broke my heart in two
Just writing this is hard for me
Eyes so filled with tears that I can't see
They said addressing the issue will help you
But I'm not believing that to be true
And I'm trying to keep my hurt from turning into anger
So that I won't say or do something that puts us both in danger
But you have no clue of what I want to do
Because I truly adored you
So I'm admitting this in hopes of finding closure
Lord knows I need it for sure
Hurting because I still love you
And don't know what to do
I've never felt this way before
And I don't want to hurt anymore
So please forgive me
I only want to make me happy