Tuesday, February 24, 2015

All The Time

Early in the morning when I'm thinking about you
I hit you up and say come thru
I send you freaky pictures to let you know what I wanna do
And you reply with sexy pictures too
Baby I wanna fuck you
Spend some time cuddling too
With my legs up in the air
Or bent over while you pull my hair
Deep strokes
Or deep throat
Just make me cream
And make me scream
Giving me back shots
Baby you've got me hot
Feed me that nut
Or shoot it all over my butt
Then after you blast
Put it in my ass
Because you're dick is still growing
So let's keep this going
In and out, in and out
Play with my clit and don't dare stop
Early in the morning I'm all over you
Sucking, fucking, and kissing too
But to you this is nothing new
It's just what we do

Sunday, February 15, 2015

For You My Dear

Words can't express how I feel right now
I'm sitting here crying when no one is around
Because you've made me feel so low
Never thought you would treat me like a hoe
Never thought I would be going through this
Never knew I'd be treated like shit
And don't get it twisted because I want nothing from you
Just thought since I give respect that I could get it too
But I see the type of person that you are tho
You're a self centered and egotistical hoe
And everything has to go your way
And if not then that's a fucked up day
But it's sad because I cared about you
But now I'm sitting back saying fuck you too
You should have never came into my home
If you were going to make me go through this alone
Now the thoughts that I have about you
Well they all involve my .22
And when I think about how much I loved you
It makes me wanna hit you with that 50 caliber too
Yeah you pissed me off
Now put this pistol in your mouth
Blow your own shit out
Now that's what I'm talking about
Why should I want to kill myself over this
When you're the one acting like a bitch
Nah I love me
Just like I love my baby
And I heard what you said
That you want us both dead
Well that's too bad
I think you're gonna be mad
Because we will survive




Monday, February 9, 2015

Fuck You

To my haters I just wanna say fuck you
And if you've broken my trust then nigga it's fuck you too
If you're a nigga in your feelings then fuck you
Because I don't have time for you to be on your period too
I can't stand a pussy nigga and you're the poster child
I would help you out with that but it would take a while
You're the worst and I can't stand you
That's why I'm screaming fuck you
Fuck what you thought was real
I'm telling you how I really feel
Because you're a pussy and you know it
Even when you try not to, you still show it
And I bet you're screaming fuck me
But that won't happen because you're too much of a pussy
I just had to get that off my chest
I had to let you know that you are not the best
It's plenty of niggas out here doing it big
Fucking with you is like playing games with my kids
Yeah it's all fun and games until someone gets hurt tho
But I'm still standing tall screaming fuck you hoe
And I heard you're trying to get someone to beat my ass for you
Just know that I've got enough bullets for you and your crew
Just man up and admit that you're a fake
And we'll end this and call it a mistake
Because I see now that I'm too real for you
So until you get out of your feelings nigga it's fuck you

Sunday, February 8, 2015

To My Special Child

You have no idea how I feel
I'm still shocked that this is real
The thought of losing you
Has got me feeling so blue
This is something I've never done before
And having to do it has me feeling like a whore
I'm against killing you
But this is something that I have to do
There will always be a bond between us two
And I will always think about you
Because you are my baby
And the thought of killing you is driving me crazy
Just know that this wasn't my wish
And that I'm having a hard time with this
I cry every night over it
Then pass out feeling like shit
Because I would rather hug and kiss you
Love, nurture, and watch you grow too
Because this just isn't right
But I can't risk losing this fight
But oh how I've come to already love you
It really makes me wish that this isn't true
I just pray that God be with me
As I slowly kill a member of my family
And I ask for forgiveness
Forgiveness for all of this
I will always love you sweet baby

Thursday, February 5, 2015

Desi Ready

He should have never underestimated me
I'm more dangerous than these niggas in the street
I'll take down his empire
Then set his shit on fire
Yeah I'm more dangerous than these so called thugs
His momma should have warned him about chics like us
That quiet and sneaky type
The kind he feels comfortable enough to wife
But we make moves so smooth
He has no idea what I'll do
No need to put a price on his head
I'll kill him dead in his bed
Ride his handsome face
His hands on my waist
Move down to his dick
Give it my all riding that shit
Let that nigga cum
Then that nigga is done
As he watches me walk away
I bring my Desert Eagle out to play
Shots fired he's dead
Six to his heart and one to his head
That .50 cal fucked him up
Now all you see is blood and guts
But that's what he gets for fucking with me
He made me cry so I set his spirit free
Yeah I admit it was overkill
I also admit I'm crazy for real
Hell I've killed him in my head a million times
He should be happy it was only in my mind
Besides I want to see him suffer in pain
I want him to curse my name
I want him to remember me
I want him to see me angry
So I'm going to torture him and have fun
And I won't stop until I'm good and done
So watch yo back playboy
Because it's you that I'm out to destroy

Wednesday, February 4, 2015

Unapologetic

Sometimes you don't realize things until it's too late
At that point all you can say is I won't make the same mistake
Because I know that I fucked up in life
And I see now what wasn't right
But right now all that I want to do is cry
I was told in nine months that I could die
Yeah my life took a turn for the worst
My head feels like it's going to burst
And I've told no one what I know
Because I'm already being treated like a stupid hoe
I'm so tired of being depressed
And only God knows that I'm extremely stressed
But I force a smile everyday
Try to find positive throughout the day
And that's hard to do when what's growing inside of me makes me ill
It's even more sickening knowing it has to be killed
I just wish that I had someone to talk to
I know that I should have told you
But maybe now you'll understand why I feel like a hoe
Although this is only one of the reasons that I feel so low
Yeah this is only one reason why
And I can't get into the rest because I'm not trying to cry
But I'll let you in on another secret though
I don't have it in me to walk away and just go
You are my weakness in life
And I feel like I'm being punished because that shouldn't be right
Out of those that have come and gone
I can't leave you alone
You'll have to walk away from me
Just do me a favor and tell me that it can't be
So now you know secret number two
Not that it's something new to you
But I had to say my peace
Even if it sounds like I'm being weak
Because no one will ever understand just how I feel
All that I can say is the pain is real
And I didn't write this for sympathy
I'm simply being me
Acknowledging what I've done
Not looking for anything from anyone
Simply stating what's going on
Admitting what I did wrong
And I don't regret loving you
I only regret wanting you
Because to you I'm nothing
When I know God created me to be something

Tuesday, February 3, 2015

Love Is In The Air

I can feel the love in the air
As you run your fingers through my hair
I see the feelings that you try to hide
As I look into your pretty brown eyes
I can feel the love in your kisses too
Baby I can't get enough of you
I adore everything about you
The good,the bad,and the ugly too
And I want you with me until the end of time
I want you to forever be mine
Baby you have no clue
That I'm so addicted to you
So wrap me in your strong arms
And smother me with your charm
I don't really care what we do
As long as I get to do it with you

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