Sometimes you don't realize things until it's too late
At that point all you can say is I won't make the same mistake
Because I know that I fucked up in life
And I see now what wasn't right
But right now all that I want to do is cry
I was told in nine months that I could die
Yeah my life took a turn for the worst
My head feels like it's going to burst
And I've told no one what I know
Because I'm already being treated like a stupid hoe
I'm so tired of being depressed
And only God knows that I'm extremely stressed
But I force a smile everyday
Try to find positive throughout the day
And that's hard to do when what's growing inside of me makes me ill
It's even more sickening knowing it has to be killed
I just wish that I had someone to talk to
I know that I should have told you
But maybe now you'll understand why I feel like a hoe
Although this is only one of the reasons that I feel so low
Yeah this is only one reason why
And I can't get into the rest because I'm not trying to cry
But I'll let you in on another secret though
I don't have it in me to walk away and just go
You are my weakness in life
And I feel like I'm being punished because that shouldn't be right
Out of those that have come and gone
I can't leave you alone
You'll have to walk away from me
Just do me a favor and tell me that it can't be
So now you know secret number two
Not that it's something new to you
But I had to say my peace
Even if it sounds like I'm being weak
Because no one will ever understand just how I feel
All that I can say is the pain is real
And I didn't write this for sympathy
I'm simply being me
Acknowledging what I've done
Not looking for anything from anyone
Simply stating what's going on
Admitting what I did wrong
And I don't regret loving you
I only regret wanting you
Because to you I'm nothing
When I know God created me to be something
At that point all you can say is I won't make the same mistake
Because I know that I fucked up in life
And I see now what wasn't right
But right now all that I want to do is cry
I was told in nine months that I could die
Yeah my life took a turn for the worst
My head feels like it's going to burst
And I've told no one what I know
Because I'm already being treated like a stupid hoe
I'm so tired of being depressed
And only God knows that I'm extremely stressed
But I force a smile everyday
Try to find positive throughout the day
And that's hard to do when what's growing inside of me makes me ill
It's even more sickening knowing it has to be killed
I just wish that I had someone to talk to
I know that I should have told you
But maybe now you'll understand why I feel like a hoe
Although this is only one of the reasons that I feel so low
Yeah this is only one reason why
And I can't get into the rest because I'm not trying to cry
But I'll let you in on another secret though
I don't have it in me to walk away and just go
You are my weakness in life
And I feel like I'm being punished because that shouldn't be right
Out of those that have come and gone
I can't leave you alone
You'll have to walk away from me
Just do me a favor and tell me that it can't be
So now you know secret number two
Not that it's something new to you
But I had to say my peace
Even if it sounds like I'm being weak
Because no one will ever understand just how I feel
All that I can say is the pain is real
And I didn't write this for sympathy
I'm simply being me
Acknowledging what I've done
Not looking for anything from anyone
Simply stating what's going on
Admitting what I did wrong
And I don't regret loving you
I only regret wanting you
Because to you I'm nothing
When I know God created me to be something
Unapologetic by Yanee Brinks is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivatives 4.0 International License.
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