At first I felt sorry for you
But that quickly turned into a fuck you!
I don't apologize for shit
And if I could, I'd do it again real quick
So stop crying like a bitch
You're too grown for that shit
Erase my number out of your phone
Get ghost and leave me alone
Because I don't have time to listen to you whine
You know exactly what's on my mind
And if you ain't with that
Then stay the fuck back
My attitude is off the chain
I'm constantly called insane
I'm a loose cannon in this bitch
And my trigger finger is starting to itch
Right now I'm unlady like
And that's not your type
But who gives a fuck
Suck a dick and shut up
I'm pissed beyond belief
And I'm in need of some relief
So either give me what I want
Or I'll find someone if you don't
And I'm pissed that you wasted my time
I wish I could erase you from my mind
I know that's something I can't do
But I wish I never met you
So from here on out I guess we're no longer friends
But that's fine by me because this shit should have never began
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Friday, December 25, 2015
Queen B Lives!
Thursday, December 24, 2015
So Apologetic
Thoughts of you make me cry
And inside I feel like I've died
Because not only did I hurt you
I deeply hurt myself too
I don't know if we'll talk anymore
Now I feel like such a whore
Because I wanted so much more from you
I'm sure that's something that now you won't do
And there's so much that I want to say to you
But I'm afraid to even talk to you
You really made an impression on me
And in return I gave you my body
I only wish that I could pour my heart out to you
Then maybe I wouldn't feel so blue
And even though you're not mine I wanted to love you
I wanted to be there for you
To treat you like the King that you are
As long as you didn't go far
I wanted to do it all
No matter how big or small
Now I don't know what to do
But I do know that I can't stop thinking about you
Wednesday, December 9, 2015
My Mista
I'm going out of my mind
Because I'm trying to hold on to something that's not mine
I'm trying to force feelings were they don't belong
When I know I should leave well enough alone
But that's hard for me to do
Because I honestly loved you
I wanted you to be a part of my life
Talking to you made me feel like everything was going to be alright
And I don't know what went wrong
But now that feeling is gone
And when I'm alone sometimes I cry
Because I don't want what we had to die
You made me smile on my down days
I felt comfort in the words you'd say
And I melted with each touch
I can't lie I miss you so much
I want you back in my life so bad
I swear it's driving me mad
Wrap me in your arms
Smoother me in your charm
Most of all just let me love you
Because seeing you happy is all I want from you
Tuesday, December 8, 2015
True Feelings
When we met I thought you were so damn cute
Now I can't stomach the thought of you
Maybe it's because I've changed my ways
Or maybe it's just the things that you say
Because you're so damn rude
And so full of attitude
Sometimes I want to choke you
I'm sure you feel the same way too
But all I showed you was compassion and love
Yet it's like pulling teeth to simply get a hug
How could I be so stupid and blind
To let things go this far thinking things were fine
I thank God that you aren't my man
Because you're one person I can't understand
And I thank God you weren't the only one in my life
At least I know I did something right
I should've paid more attention to the one that loves me
Instead of giving attention to the one that wants my body
And even though I got burned
It was a lesson learned
And it might sound weird but I'll miss you
I just can't see myself fucking with you
Sunday, December 6, 2015
Nympho or Hoe
I'm surrounded by nymphos
Or as I like to call them... Hoes
Because it's nothing wrong with you
You just like to do what you do
And I ain't mad
I just think it's sad
Because you can't see what you're doing
Or who's life you're ruining
Our city is number one in the nation for STDs
And again all I have around me are sex fiends
So I really don't know what to do
Sometimes I feel comfortable with you
Other times I feel like I should set you free
Because I value my life and respect my body
But let's take me out of the equation though
Let's get back to focusing on you being a hoe
I hate to see what your future will be like
And let's talk about your future wife
Would you like for her past to be as ratchet as yours?
Would you like to know that your wife was once a whore?
But these are the things that she'll here about you
And you'd still expect her to say "I do"
And what if you catch one of these STDs?
Would you be comfortable having to tell somebody?
These are just some of the things that cross my mind
You should try thinking about things sometime
But whatever you do
I'll pray for you
As for me...
I choose to remain disease free
Saturday, December 5, 2015
Ticking Time Bomb
I've been called crazy too many times
But only if you knew what really went through my mind
You'd hate that you ever met me
Because I can be your worst enemy
Maybe it's because I've been hurt too many times
By stupid guys that can erase you at the drop of a dime
Or that all they care about is getting a nut
And being able to cum all over your butt
Either way I've had enough
I'm about to keep it real about a lot of stuff
Friends become enemies
Ones I'd never thought would turn on me
Stupid guys fall off but I don't care
I didn't even care when they were here
And I'm tired of pretending that I'm sane
I'm about to start inflicting pain
Because you pussy ass niggas make me sick
My first choice isn't even dick
I can get that minus the attitude
My dildo gives me more pleasure than some of these dudes
And at least these chics speak their mind
So that we don't waste each others time
And only if you niggas knew
You could learn a thing or two
Because my mind is a ticking time bomb about to explode
And my mouth is an AK ready to unload
I'm geared up and ready for war
Because I just don't give a fuck anymore
Why should I give a fuck about you
When clearly you don't give a fuck about me too
So I'll let my gun rip through your flesh
And when I'm finished there'll be nothing left
Cremate you and sprinkle you over the sea
So there won't be a body to ID
Yeah I admit that I'm crazy
But I'm such a fucking lady
Until you pussy ass niggas upset me
Then it's gloves off nigga we're now enemies
And if I somehow upset you
Then let me gladly say fuck you
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