True Feelings

When we met I thought you were so damn cute
Now I can't stomach the thought of you
Maybe it's because I've changed my ways
Or maybe it's just the things that you say
Because you're so damn rude
And so full of attitude
Sometimes I want to choke you
I'm sure you feel the same way too
But all I showed you was compassion and love
Yet it's like pulling teeth to simply get a hug
How could I be so stupid and blind
To let things go this far thinking things were fine
I thank God that you aren't my man
Because you're one person I can't understand
And I thank God you weren't the only one in my life
At least I know I did something right
I should've paid more attention to the one that loves me
Instead of giving attention to the one that wants my body
And even though I got burned
It was a lesson learned
And it might sound weird but I'll miss you
I just can't see myself fucking with you