So Apologetic

Thoughts of you make me cry
And inside I feel like I've died
Because not only did I hurt you
I deeply hurt myself too
I don't know if we'll talk anymore
Now I feel like such a whore
Because I wanted so much more from you
I'm sure that's something that now you won't do
And there's so much that I want to say to you
But I'm afraid to even talk to you
You really made an impression on me
And in return I gave you my body
I only wish that I could pour my heart out to you
Then maybe I wouldn't feel so blue
And even though you're not mine I wanted to love you
I wanted to be there for you
To treat you like the King that you are
As long as you didn't go far
I wanted to do it all
No matter how big or small
Now I don't know what to do
But I do know that I can't stop thinking about you