Because too many things weren't going right
And I hadn't thought that way in a while
Because God had given me a reason to smile
But relationships took a turn for the worse
And I'm the only one that ended up hurt
Problems occurred that I can't handle right now
To be honest I wouldn't even know how
For the first time in a while
I felt like an abandoned child
Because peoples words cut me deep
So hurt I couldn't even cry myself to sleep
And as my tears flowed freely
I pressed the cold steel deeply
I wanted relief from all of this pain
I felt as if I was going insane
Because thoughts kept replaying in my head
And I kept going over what people had said
And I can't lie
I just wanted to die
But now I see
That's not what God wanted for me
Because I'm still alive
Despite my tries I survived
I only wish the thoughts would go away
So that I can be thankful for another day
But darkness has formed all around me
And evil and negativity is all I see
A child of God lost
Fallen victim to my own thoughts
Life.. by Yanee Brinks is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivatives 4.0 International License.
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