Said that I was his only girl
Said all the right things to me
Talked about starting a family
But I can't shake this thought
That he's fucking with a thot
That I don't mean shit to him
Because without me he still has them
But that's not the only reason why
Nah, this man has made cry
My fault for loving him more than I should
I was trying to pour out all the love that I could
I thought he was the one
My family and friends thought I'd finally won
Everyone was rooting for this dude
But I was sitting with major attitude
Because his communication needed work
The lack there of made me feel like dirt
I was trying to create "us"
Guess I was doing too much
I was giving up my life
In hopes of becoming his wife
I wanted to be his everything
Even bought promise rings
And all I wanted was a little more conversation
Because communication rules the nation
Along with some love and affection
But I wasn't looking for perfection
I just wanted to feel loved back
I didn't see anything wrong with that
But I guess love ain't in the plans for me
I'll go back to loving me
I'll find something productive to do with my time
Until I find that Beast that's all mine
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