Sitting here contemplating what to do
As I say my goodbye in my head to you
Head hurts because all I do is cry
Because deep down I don't really want to die
I want love and happiness
But right now my life is a mess
I can't see past today to even pray for tomorrow
And I have no one and nothing to help me cope with my sorrow
I just want to be left alone
Yet at the same time want to bring love and laughter into my home
But you turned your back on me
Ultimately betrayed our family
So how can I move on?
My only solution is to go home
I will miss you dearly when I'm gone
But I can't continue to go on being wrong
I'm tired of hiding my tears
Tired of running from my fears
I'd rather give up on life
Than not have the chance to be a superb wife
Know that I love you with everything in me
And I'll forever be with you internally

Letting Go by Yanee Brinks is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivatives 4.0 International License.
I love this...I have been there before.
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