My heart is so heavy
We were nowhere near ready
I never thought God would call you home
Now I feel so alone
The house is so quiet without you
I spend a lot of time not knowing what to do
I stare at your pictures in my phone
I cry while talking to you when I'm alone
Son since you've been gone
These days seem so long
I'm so hurt behind this
I miss being able to say "Hey Tris!"
I miss hearing you laugh and seeing you smile
No parent should have to live without their child
Lord why did you call him home?!
Why is my child gone?!
Life just doesn't seem right without you
I spend my days not knowing what to do
I cry more than people know
I try not to let my depression show
But the pain is so deep rooted
Because from my life my child was abruptly uprooted
Not a day goes by that I don't think of you
Tell your brother that I deeply miss him too
My loverboys have left me
Now I feel so empty
Lord I wish this could be undone
Just know that I love and miss you son
And I don't know when
But I will see you again
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