His smile, charm, and sex appeal melted my heart
His drinking, lies, cheating, and disrespect tore my heart apart
The person that I fell in love with left me a long time ago
And the person that took his place I couldn't get to know
I loved him with everything in me
But I didn't feel that same love poured back into me
I gave all that I could
I now see that I gave more than I should
Yet even with all of the lies
The silence brings tears to my eyes
When will this pain go away
I just want to make it through one day
One day without crying
One day without feeling like dying
I want the pain in my heart to go away
But I want the fun memories to stay
They ask how I can still love him though
And honestly I don't even know
But I pray for forgiveness and for God to cleanse me
Because I know that deep down I am not the enemy
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