Queen B Lives!

At first I felt sorry for you
But that quickly turned into a fuck you!
I don't apologize for shit
And if I could, I'd do it again real quick
So stop crying like a bitch
You're too grown for that shit
Erase my number out of your phone
Get ghost and leave me alone
Because I don't have time to listen to you whine
You know exactly what's on my mind
And if you ain't with that
Then stay the fuck back
My attitude is off the chain
I'm constantly called insane
I'm a loose cannon in this bitch
And my trigger finger is starting to itch
Right now I'm unlady like
And that's not your type
But who gives a fuck
Suck a dick and shut up
I'm pissed beyond belief
And I'm in need of some relief
So either give me what I want
Or I'll find someone if you don't
And I'm pissed that you wasted my time
I wish I could erase you from my mind
I know that's something I can't do
But I wish I never met you
So from here on out I guess we're no longer friends
But that's fine by me because this shit should have never began

So Apologetic

Thoughts of you make me cry
And inside I feel like I've died
Because not only did I hurt you
I deeply hurt myself too
I don't know if we'll talk anymore
Now I feel like such a whore
Because I wanted so much more from you
I'm sure that's something that now you won't do
And there's so much that I want to say to you
But I'm afraid to even talk to you
You really made an impression on me
And in return I gave you my body
I only wish that I could pour my heart out to you
Then maybe I wouldn't feel so blue
And even though you're not mine I wanted to love you
I wanted to be there for you
To treat you like the King that you are
As long as you didn't go far
I wanted to do it all
No matter how big or small
Now I don't know what to do
But I do know that I can't stop thinking about you

My Mista

I'm going out of my mind
Because I'm trying to hold on to something that's not mine
I'm trying to force feelings were they don't belong
When I know I should leave well enough alone
But that's hard for me to do
Because I honestly loved you
I wanted you to be a part of my life
Talking to you made me feel like everything was going to be alright
And I don't know what went wrong
But now that feeling is gone
And when I'm alone sometimes I cry
Because I don't want what we had to die
You made me smile on my down days
I felt comfort in the words you'd say
And I melted with each touch
I can't lie I miss you so much
I want you back in my life so bad
I swear it's driving me mad
Wrap me in your arms
Smoother me in your charm
Most of all just let me love you
Because seeing you happy is all I want from you

True Feelings

When we met I thought you were so damn cute
Now I can't stomach the thought of you
Maybe it's because I've changed my ways
Or maybe it's just the things that you say
Because you're so damn rude
And so full of attitude
Sometimes I want to choke you
I'm sure you feel the same way too
But all I showed you was compassion and love
Yet it's like pulling teeth to simply get a hug
How could I be so stupid and blind
To let things go this far thinking things were fine
I thank God that you aren't my man
Because you're one person I can't understand
And I thank God you weren't the only one in my life
At least I know I did something right
I should've paid more attention to the one that loves me
Instead of giving attention to the one that wants my body
And even though I got burned
It was a lesson learned
And it might sound weird but I'll miss you
I just can't see myself fucking with you

Nympho or Hoe

I'm surrounded by nymphos
Or as I like to call them... Hoes
Because it's nothing wrong with you
You just like to do what you do
And I ain't mad
I just think it's sad
Because you can't see what you're doing
Or who's life you're ruining
Our city is number one in the nation for STDs
And again all I have around me are sex fiends
So I really don't know what to do
Sometimes I feel comfortable with you
Other times I feel like I should set you free
Because I value my life and respect my body
But let's take me out of the equation though
Let's get back to focusing on you being a hoe
I hate to see what your future will be like
And let's talk about your future wife
Would you like for her past to be as ratchet as yours?
Would you like to know that your wife was once a whore?
But these are the things that she'll here about you
And you'd still expect her to say "I do"
And what if you catch one of these STDs?
Would you be comfortable having to tell somebody?
These are just some of the things that cross my mind
You should try thinking about things sometime
But whatever you do
I'll pray for you
As for me...
I choose to remain disease free

Ticking Time Bomb

I've been called crazy too many times
But only if you knew what really went through my mind
You'd hate that you ever met me
Because I can be your worst enemy
Maybe it's because I've been hurt too many times
By stupid guys that can erase you at the drop of a dime
Or that all they care about is getting a nut
And being able to cum all over your butt
Either way I've had enough
I'm about to keep it real about a lot of stuff
Friends become enemies
Ones I'd never thought would turn on me
Stupid guys fall off but I don't care
I didn't even care when they were here
And I'm tired of pretending that I'm sane
I'm about to start inflicting pain
Because you pussy ass niggas make me sick
My first choice isn't even dick
I can get that minus the attitude
My dildo gives me more pleasure than some of these dudes
And at least these chics speak their mind
So that we don't waste each others time
And only if you niggas knew
You could learn a thing or two
Because my mind is a ticking time bomb about to explode
And my mouth is an AK ready to unload
I'm geared up and ready for war
Because I just don't give a fuck anymore
Why should I give a fuck about you
When clearly you don't give a fuck about me too
So I'll let my gun rip through your flesh
And when I'm finished there'll be nothing left
Cremate you and sprinkle you over the sea
So there won't be a body to ID
Yeah I admit that I'm crazy
But I'm such a fucking lady
Until you pussy ass niggas upset me
Then it's gloves off nigga we're now enemies
And if I somehow upset you
Then let me gladly say fuck you

No Part-time Lover

If I could do I all again
We definitely wouldn't become friends
Although I do miss a few things about you
Mostly all the sexual things we could do
And it's sad that your attitude is shit
Because I liked to cum on that dick
I liked crawling between your legs
Opening my mouth to give you head
But those are all just memories
Because you choose to set me free
And I've moved on to another
And he's a jealous lover
He pays attention to my needs
He's not just trying to part my knees
Sweet text always await on my phone
Nothing but love and affection when we're alone
Brings me lunch when he can
And no doubt he's more than enough man
He gives me money and says put it away
Tells me to go spend it on my down days
But most importantly he cares about how I feel
And he knows that I love when he keeps it real
He takes time to get inside my mind
Then finds a solution and helps me unwind
Yeah he might be a jealous lover
But I love him like no other
And to think I only had eyes for you
So thank you for saying that we were through

Boys Are Stupid

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Cowards

A coward is anyone that denies God's creation called life
To create life is a blessing and for you to deny it isn't right
Would you have wanted your mother to abort you?
Why would you do it if that's not something you would have wanted her to do?
Because you're a coward and you're selfish
And I have a few more words that I think would fit
And I'm not out to just attack you
This is for others that feel as you do too
I don't like women that have abortions because a man said so
And I despise men that create life then let the women go
You're a coward and I can't say it enough
Not wanting children because you still want stuff
Life is not always about you
God gave you a heart to care about and love others too
But you only care about what others can do for you
You're not the type to just do for others because you want to
No, you have to get something in return
And sooner or later you will get burned
Sometimes I wish that you could feel what I went through
But I know that's not right to wish that upon you
I'll keep praying that God softens your heart
Before someone comes along and rips it apart
Because what you do to others comes back to you
So I'd be careful in life if I were you

Boys Play Games

I don't like self-centered & egotistical guys
Quick to feed a loyal girl a bunch of lies
Lies like I'll be here for you forever
Then leave when they think they see stormy weather
Or when they're done using you they jump ship
Everyday niggas act more like a bitch
That's why I need a man
One who will understand
That yes I'm a hand full
And I don't tolerate bull
And if I grow to care about you
Then I expect you to care too
But boys play games
Say shit just to get inside your brain
That's why boys are stupid to me
And I choose to leave you boys be
Yeah I learned from my mistake
Had to fill my heart with love not hate
Because I fell for his lies
And when it was over tears filled my eyes
And no I'm not bitter about it
I'm happy I got over it quick
It was a wake up call for me
And it opened my eyes to see
That these boys ain't no good
They're more damage than a thug from the hood
But enough about that
Even though I'm just stating facts
I'll let you see for yourself
But these boys are bad for my health

Everything Comes to an End

I used to think there was nothing worse than losing a friend
But I think that we have just reached the end
And I'm okay with that
Because there's no way that we can get what we had back
You've shown me that you don't care
And that it doesn't matter if I'm there
So I'm done with what we once had
I'm sure you're neither mad or sad
But I had to address it
Rather than sit back and assume shit
I just wish that I could have talked to you
But that's something we rarely do
And I guess it wasn't needed for our friendship
Another reason I'm not sad about calling it quits
Because communication is key
At least it is with me
Treat me like I matter to you
And I'll do more of what you want me to
Take time to talk to me
And I'll make sure that you're happy
But it's too late for all of that
And I'm sure you don't care about getting our friendship back
So it's adios my friend
This is officially the end

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Stupid Ass Hoe

My heart is filled with hate
I want to let it escape
But if I do
I might end up hurting you
Because I'm no match for this rage
I feel like I'm trapped in a cage
And no it's not your fault
You didn't know what I was about
You thought I was sweet lady
But baby I'm fucking crazy

Nah hold up. Let me tell you how I really fucking feel.

You in yo feelings, so what
I don't really give a fuck
Because I tried to be nice to you
Even thought of you as my lil boo
But yo attitude ain't shit
You trip more than a bitch
And that's the shit I don't like
I don't care if you do have that act right
You really need to grow up
Although I don't give a fuck
Because I thought we were cool
But I see I played the fool
You got what you wanted tho
Now I have no problem letting you go
You could have just told me
And I would have set you free
Now I've moved on
And my new boo won't leave me alone
So yes I'm officially over you
And proudly screaming fuck you!

Emotional

I can't stop crying over you
I've cried more than I'm willing to admit to
Because I miss you so much
I yearn for your touch
But the truth is plain to see
That you don't want me
And I'm so hurt by that
I wish I could get my time back
Precious time that I spent with you
Wish I could give these memories back too
Because I don't believe you meant anything that you said
It was all just to get into my head
Or better yet just to get into my bed
And make me spread my legs
I fell for it though
Now I feel like a hoe
And I spend my days weak
Every night crying myself to sleep
But I'll be okay
I know I'll see better days
And although my feelings will remain for you
I can only be thankful that you said we're through


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Free Agent

Communication rules the nation with me
So if you're not talking to me then I consider myself free
Free to do who and what I please
Since you let me go with such ease
And I didn't ask you for much
Still you didn't give a fuck
So it's fuck you
And your shitty attitude too
I can do this on my own
With that being said I'm moving on
And it's too bad too
Because I really did like you
But the main problem for me
Was your communication baby
If I've told you before
Then I shouldn't have to tell you anymore
That's the key to keeping me quiet
Otherwise I can be a riot
I've got a smart ass mouth and attitude to match
And I have no problem admitting that
Because if you're good to me then I'm good to you
So how I treat you depends on you
But I'm not mad
I'm actually quite sad
But who cares right
It's all about satisfaction for the night
At least it is for you
That's why me and you are through


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Precious Life

My baby daddy doesn't know
That in these coming months my belly will continue to grow
He doesn't know that the rumors are real
Because I already know how he feels
I know that I should've told him the other day
But I didn't want him to walk away
And I know that I'm wrong
And I feel so alone
What am I suppose to do?
I want him to love our baby too
I already know that won't happen though
Keeping it will definitely be a no
But how can I kill Gods creation?
I'm hurt that he wants me to have an abortion
How can I take a precious life?
To me that's just not right
I'm sorry I didn't let him know
But I just can't do it though
I hope that he can forgive me
But this is my body
And I'm doing what I feel is right
And that is to give life...


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Emptiness

Everything was great between us
I had even given you some trust
But then over time
You changed your mind
You pulled away from me
And it wasn't hard to see
That things had slowly changed
Now I have mixed feelings when I say your name
You hurt me and you don't even know it
And it's so hard for me not to show it
Communication rules the nation with me
And all I ask for is honesty
No strings attached
I'm not in to all of that
Just be real
And tell me how you feel
Talking to you used to be great
Now I feel it's hard for me to relate
I wish we could start over again
Because I truly miss my friend
But I guess we'll see
If our friendship is meant to be
So until I cross your mind
You'll just be a thought on mine


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Jerk!

You used to be the guy that I often fantasized about
Now look how things turned out
The fantasies didn't last
You're now a thing of the past
And I can't stand the thought of you
So now what do I do?
I just want you to go away
Thoughts of you ruin my day
Because you're not the sweet guy that I once knew
I don't know what happened to you
No more sweet text throughout the day
Not even a text to just say hey
You're a liar and a jerk
I should have known I'd get hurt
Because you only care about yourself
You're incapable of caring about someone else
You only wanted to get into my head
So that you could get me into bed
But I liked you for you
And was supportive of the things you do
And sadly I was kind of missing you
I really wish that weren't true
But you grew on me though
And I'm not afraid to let it show
Because those feelings were temporary
So baby get ready
Because I have moved on from you
Now I'm like ****** who
I would have been there for you
And did whatever you wanted me to
All I wanted was the thoughtful you back
But now it's too late for that
Good luck in life
I hope you treat your next friend right


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Irreplaceable... Not!

There's always someone more suitable than you
That can do what you do but even better too
So is it time to move on?
I was trying not to do you wrong
But I peep your little attitude
And my life will be okay without you lil dude
I was just trying to be a good friend
I didn't think so soon this would end
But I see that you're all about yourself
You don't really care about anyone else
So why the fuck did you friend me?
You knew you only wanted my body
You could've saved us both time
Instead of continuously lying
You could tell by the things that I was willing to do
That I actually started to care about you
But fuck feelings they're gone
I don't care who thinks I'm wrong
You fucked up something good
But I already knew that you would
So it's no surprise to me
Just consider yourself cut free
I was content before you
And I'll be good afterwards too
You're not my first nor last
But you are now a thing of the past
Because I see you really wanted a hoe
Sorry that's not me but I hope you had fun tho
Enjoy the memories I gave you
Because this friendship is through

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Truth Is...

I don't know what to do
Because I'm not sure how I feel about you
You've broken my heart
Straight tore it apart
You played with my emotions too
Something I would've never done to you
Yeah I've cried a few times
Tried to erase you from my mind
But I just can't do it
And now I feel like shit
Why did you have to hurt me?
And why can't I set you free?
Tell me I'm overreacting
Or better yet just send me packing
Because I can't deal with this pain
And I hate hearing your name
I've erased you from my phone
Wish I would've never let you in my home
Wish I would've never let you inside of me
Never should have given you my body
Never should have let you into my heart
Damn I wish I could erase that part
But it's all good though
God will help me in letting go
And when you don't hear from me again
Just know that I've finally embraced the end


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Marty Grirtite and Ka'Pone - With A Winner

Todays Prayer 06/01/2015

This thing called love isn't what I thought it to be
Or maybe it's just that I haven't found the love for me
Because I spend plenty of nights
Crying and saying I didn't ask for this life
Trying not to ask why me
But hoping that one day I'll be free
So what's a girl suppose to do?
I can't live the rest of my life feeling blue
I really want to be happy
I really want to just be me
Worry free days
Not living by someone else ways
God I don't know what to do
So at this time I turn to you
Please show me the way
To a brighter day
And please help me to understand
My role here as a woman
And give me the strength to carry on
The knowledge to right my wrongs
The courage to never quit
But instead the courage to just do it
I need to become a better woman
So God I place my life in your hands


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Heartbreaker

I should have known right from the start
That you would break my heart
Because I fell for you too quick
Now I'm heartbroken and don't want to call it quits
I'm really missing you
And I can't believe that you could be through
It makes me wonder, did you even care?
Why was I even here
I feel that you used me
And only wanted to get to my body
Because how could you so easily walk away
I'm still used to talking to you everyday
I miss you and I want you back
And no I'm not afraid to admit that
Because I care about you
I thought you cared about me too
My days are filled with thoughts of you
And at night I cry because I want you
I would like a second chance
I'm not looking for a romance
Just a meaningful friendship
Minus the bullshit
I want to get to know the real you
Because what you told me hasn't been true
So do you think we can be friends?
Or is this really the end?
I guess one day we'll speak again
Until then farewell my friend

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You Mad or Nah?

I'm Y.B.
Who is he?
Oh he's a lame
Still playing lil boy games
Thought he could hook me
But I always break free
Yeah I play the game just like them
He don't know that I'm colder than him
I'm heartless in these streets
I make hearts skip a beat
And I show these niggas no loyalty
Yet they still treat me like royalty
Bitch you better ask yo man
He's my number one fan
But I don't love him tho
Even tho I might have told him so
Yeah I tell him whatever he wants to hear
Whisper sweet nothings all in his ear
Then I fuck him and send him home to you
Because I ain't trying to cuff yo boo
He thought I was in it for love
I was just looking for a thug
A bad boy that I could put on the team
One that can lick the pussy clean
But he fucked that up tho
And I'm about to let him know
He tried to play me but nigga I'm Y.B.
Now he'll wish you never met me
He pissed me off
Lies steady pouring from his mouth
He even told me about you
And all the things that you don't do
Telling me we'll be together until the end
Nigga I wouldn't even call you a friend
Trying to build trust
Talking about "us"
But I don't trust lying ass hoes
And I have no problem letting go
Because I don't love em, I don't trust em, and I don't need em
So get yo man baby girl because I don't want him
Now watch him bitch up and start talking about me
But it's all good because I'm still going to be Y.B.
And trust me when I say this ain't what he wants tho
Especially if he knew the information that I know

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I Need Love

I want a love that's real
One were I can't believe how you make me feel
I want to lose myself in thoughts of you
Then catch myself smiling as I often do
But that's okay
I wouldn't have it any other way
Because I'd be perfectly okay with loving you
And I'll admit to even being in love with you too
But you would be my baby
And I would gladly be your lady
Getting so wrapped up in your conversation
With me conversation rules the nation
So you've got my head gone
Your words got me in a zone
I just want to love you
And I want you to love me too
Just trust in me
Give me a chance to make you happy
Because I'll do whatever I have to
As long as you're loving me and I'm loving you

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Suicide Mission

People say life is what you make of it
I say life is overrated
Why stay and deal with the hurt
When I can just leave the earth
I rather God judge me
Than to be judged here by everybody
Times have gotten rough
And I'm tired of pretending to be tough
I'm ready to clear my brain
So I'm jumping on the suicide train
Popping pills to overdose
But I want something worse
Something to show that I was in pain
So maybe I should cut my veins
Or drink until it hurts
Let the alcohol poisoning take me from this earth
Maybe a shot through the heart
Since so many have ripped it apart
Sometimes I think of falling from a window
Man, what a way to go
But no matter what I choose
I feel that I can't lose
Because I'm on a mission to die
And it's too late for you to ask why
Because I was trying to love you
And all you cared about was you too
You probably still haven't recognized that you hurt me
But it's alright because I'm about to be free
So if you don't hear from me again
Just know that I've reached the end

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Do You Love Me?

I want you to love me for me
And not just what you see
Sure call me pretty
But don't just focus on my body
Stimulate my mind
Lets share some quality time
Let's get to know each other
Long before we become lovers
Let's appreciate life
Not just tonight
Make me feel like I'm the only woman in the world
While showing me that I'm your number one girl
But don't keep me guessing about us
That's a sure way to lose my trust
Just be honest with me baby
It's worth the wait of becoming your lady
But only if you really love ME for ME...
Because I'm not here to bring you down
I'm all about turning your frown upside down
Nothing but happiness seen on your face
All hurt, anger, and uncertainty replaced
I'm simply trying to love you
And hope that you will love me too
And that's the best feeling to me
Knowing that you are loved and wanted by somebody
So will you be my light that shines bright?
And can I be that star you wish upon tonight?
Together we are greatness
You truly make me feel blessed
And I want nothing more than to love you
Do you think that you can love me too?

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Don't Want To Say Goodbye

I don't want to let you go
But I'm afraid I'll let my emotions show
Because you mean so much to me
That's why I'm struggling to set you free
A part of me wants you to stay
Yet I already feel betrayed
Then a part of me wants to scream go
But my heart is crying no
It's sad how one person can make you feel
And I've been here before so I know the love is real
But I wish I didn't love you
Right now I'm trying not to even like you
Because you don't feel the same way too
I'm actually a non factor to you
But who can I blame but me
So I won't even mention this to anybody
Because they won't understand what I'm going through
They won't understand why I feel the way that I do
I just wish that you would call me
So that we can actually talk because that would make me happy
Then I could get a clear understanding of why
Why when I think of you I cry
Or maybe you don't even know what's going on and I need to make you aware
Because right now I'm hurt and I feel that you don't care
So talk to me and set the record straight
I only hope that forever together is our fate

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Danger!

My pain runs deep
But my anger runs deeper
You niggas fucked up because you awoke a sleeping beast
Now you'll feel the wrath of Yanee
No time to take cover
No goodbyes to your lovers
Because I'm gunning for you
And anyone that gets in my way too
The firing won't stop
Not as long as I'm hot
And even when I cool off
I still spit fire from my mouth
I'll speak things that should remain unheard
Straight murder you with my words
Yeah call me mentally unstable
That just means in the streets I'm more than able
So jump stupid if you want
But I suggest you don't
Catch you sleeping
Make yo heart stop beating
You don't know the inner workings of my mind
I'm lethal with mine
Inject you with that kill Bill
Death by suicide will look super real
I'm untraceable and unstoppable
Yet fuck with me and I become unforgettable
You should've known better than to fuck with me
Check the name nigga I'm Y.B.

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Dumb Niggas

I can't believe I put my trust in you
And this is how you do
I gave you my heart
You tore it apart
I played the fool
But nigga it's cool
What goes around
Definitely comes around
And the day that you pushed me away
Was a bittersweet day
Because I knew that I would still think of you
But I know everything happens for a reason too
So deuces nigga it's your loss
You were fucking with a boss
But I guess you couldn't handle that
I just hope you don't expect me to come back
Because nigga you ain't shit
I only wanted you for your dick
Don't get mad I'm just being honest though
Even though I can hear you calling me stupid hoe
I'm still sitting back laughing at you
Because it's you that fucked up boo
But too bad so sad
You'll be the one mad
You lost out on a good thing

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Lost

It seems that the more I try
The harder that I cry
No one cares about how I feel
They only care about getting a feel
And that's when I get hurt
That's when I start feeling like dirt
Because I thought that you cared about me
But in reality you only wanted my body
And I'm tired of searching for that one guy
That one guy that won't make me cry
One that will want me for being me
And not just what his eyes see
I've spent countless nights crying
I've had plenty of thoughts wishing I was dying
Yet I'm still here
Being consumed by fear
Fear that I'll soon lose you too
And that this is too good to be true
But I can't cry if I do
Because I know that I've been nothing but honest with you
Then again maybe that's a part of the problem too
People don't like when you tell the truth
But all I want is to smile
Even if it's for a little while
I just want someone to bring me happiness
Not just get between my legs and make a mess
But that seems hard to find
I guess that kind of person only exist in my mind
I guess I'll never find another special friend
I'll never have that kind of friendship again
And that deeply saddens me
Because all I want is to be happy
But I guess that's too much to ask for
Because special people like that don't exist anymore

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I'm Done

I've come to the realization that love isn't for me
It's not meant for me to be one with anybody
Because every time that I try
I'm the one that ends up crying
And I truly feel like that's not fair
All I want is for someone to care
They say that I let my depression get the best of me
Then why not do something to make me happy
Because you don't really care,do you?
Nah you're just concerned with what I can do for you
Yeah all of your so called concern was fake
Otherwise I wouldn't be sitting here with such heartache
Broken promises and a web of lies
Every night you make me cry
I shouldn't have opened up my heart to you
I should have kept it closed with my mouth and legs too
Man my tears are being replaced with anger as I write
Because you know damn well that you weren't right
But it's all good and I don't wish bad upon you
I'll just let karma do what it do
Yeah no need to shit on you
You do a good enough job at that yourself boo
But I must say
That at the end of the day
You showed me that love isn't easy
And that it's not for me
But don't look at this as the end
Look at it as my new beginning.....without you!

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An Open Letter

I want to love you for a long time. Never letting you go and never giving you a reason to go. Because you and I share something special. And I truly believe that people walk into your life for a reason. What's the reason, you never know. Sometimes it's a seasonal thing and others are long-term. That's why I choose to be completely honest. That helps to determine some people's motives quicker sometimes. But with you there is just no reason to hide anything. I don't care if I was poor, a criminal facing life in prison, rich, bi polar, a whore, running for president, etc....I would still want you by my side. Because I yearn for that connection that we have and I can't see letting that go. I just want you. And it's hard to explain why but I'm trying to explain it anyway. Because not until you grow do you appreciate everyone that walks into your life. Whether good or bad came from knowing them I guarantee you learned something. And already I have learned to appreciate you because I'm aware of what I want and what I need from you. Communication rules the nation and that's number one on my list. If you can provide me with knowledge then I'll accept it. Encourage me and I'll use your words as extra motivation to do what I need to. Shower me with praise and I'll gladly share that back with you. But it doesn't end there. Anything that I can do to make you smile and help you in life is what I'm about. I want to shower you with love and be there even when you can't realize that you need encouragement. I feel as long as we have each other then we have Hope. Love. Peace. Friendship. But again it's hard to explain this to you. Especially since I don't yet know you. This is just what I wish I could tell that one friend. That one that I share a deep connection with and can love on many levels. Until that day comes I'll continue to thank God because I know that right now He is preparing me for you.

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Dangerous Thoughts

Baby I can't get enough of you
You make me want you to myself boo
I can't believe the way that you make me smile
I haven't felt this way in a while
Overall it's a good thing
I just hope this is more than a fling
And I know that's wrong
I'm not trying to disrupt a happy home
But I want to smother you with love
And shower you with kisses and hugs
Because you bring joy to me
And you haven't even touched my body
But it's like you know just what to say
To brighten my day
And I appreciate that
So let me give you that joy back
Let me be the one that you call after a stressful day
Let me be the one to relax the stress away
Let me be the one to run your bath and cook your food
I want to be the one to put you in the mood
I've never met someone like you
And I'm hoping that I can hold on to you
So be honest with me
And tell me what you think baby

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You Are Obsolete

I thought without you that I wouldn't be complete
But as time went on nigga you grew obsolete
And those feelings for you....
Yeah those are gone too
Buried those feelings six feet deep
Then discovered a new me that same week
No longer do I hurt
No longer will thinking about you make me feel like dirt
Nope because it's your loss!
Because you had a boss
But you're used to loving hoes
So good thing you let me go
Because what could you have done for me?
Nothing! I make my own money
Fuck me? Yeah right
You couldn't handle me on your best night
Blow my money fast?
Yeah I think that fits your ass
You're a shit starter
You respect no one's daughter
And you hide from real issues in life
Because you're really not bout that life
You put on a good show tho
But so does most hoes
Okay, okay, I'm done
I've had my fun
But I was just being me
When I said that you really are obsolete
A thing of the past
I'm glad it didn't last
Because that would make me as stupid as you
And that's just something that I can't do

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Sissy Ass....

I talk a lot of shit but I can back it up
You the type to talk shit and get fucked up
Because you a sissy nigga and I can't stand you
I can't even stand to be in the same area as you
Yeah I'm talking about yo sissy ass
I'm all in yo face talking big trash
But you won't do shit about it tho
Cuz everybody know you a sissy hoe
Yeah I know you ain't about shit
You hide behind yo girl because you a coward bitch
They say she got more heart than you
I can believe it's true
And I don't know why I waste my energy on you
I guess because speaking my mind is something that I like to do
Yeah I had to put you out there
Whether or not you like it, I don't really care
Because when I see a sissy I point him out
And wish that sissy nigga would run his mouth
Then I'll have blood on my hands
Because my bitch will make you dance
Yeah it's murder, murder, kill, kill
When you see me in all black just know it's real
Better yet I'm wearing all red for you
So you can see me coming with them guns out too
But this ain't what you want tho
So it would be smart to shut yo mouth sissy hoe

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All The Time

Early in the morning when I'm thinking about you
I hit you up and say come thru
I send you freaky pictures to let you know what I wanna do
And you reply with sexy pictures too
Baby I wanna fuck you
Spend some time cuddling too
With my legs up in the air
Or bent over while you pull my hair
Deep strokes
Or deep throat
Just make me cream
And make me scream
Giving me back shots
Baby you've got me hot
Feed me that nut
Or shoot it all over my butt
Then after you blast
Put it in my ass
Because you're dick is still growing
So let's keep this going
In and out, in and out
Play with my clit and don't dare stop
Early in the morning I'm all over you
Sucking, fucking, and kissing too
But to you this is nothing new
It's just what we do

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For You My Dear

Words can't express how I feel right now
I'm sitting here crying when no one is around
Because you've made me feel so low
Never thought you would treat me like a hoe
Never thought I would be going through this
Never knew I'd be treated like shit
And don't get it twisted because I want nothing from you
Just thought since I give respect that I could get it too
But I see the type of person that you are tho

You're a self centered and egotistical hoe

And everything has to go your way

And if not then that's a fucked up day

But it's sad because I cared about you

But now I'm sitting back saying fuck you too

You should have never came into my home

If you were going to make me go through this alone

Now the thoughts that I have about you

Well they all involve my .22

And when I think about how much I loved you

It makes me wanna hit you with that 50 caliber too

Yeah you pissed me off

Now put this pistol in your mouth

Blow your own shit out

Now that's what I'm talking about

Why should I want to kill myself over this

When you're the one acting like a bitch

Nah I love me

Just like I love my baby

And I heard what you said

That you want us both dead

Well that's too bad

I think you're gonna be mad

Because we will survive

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Tell A Hater I Said.....

Fuck You

To my haters I just wanna say fuck you
And if you've broken my trust then nigga it's fuck you too
If you're a nigga in your feelings then fuck you
Because I don't have time for you to be on your period too
I can't stand a pussy nigga and you're the poster child
I would help you out with that but it would take a while
You're the worst and I can't stand you
That's why I'm screaming fuck you
Fuck what you thought was real
I'm telling you how I really feel
Because you're a pussy and you know it
Even when you try not to, you still show it
And I bet you're screaming fuck me
But that won't happen because you're too much of a pussy
I just had to get that off my chest
I had to let you know that you are not the best
It's plenty of niggas out here doing it big
Fucking with you is like playing games with my kids
Yeah it's all fun and games until someone gets hurt tho
But I'm still standing tall screaming fuck you hoe
And I heard you're trying to get someone to beat my ass for you
Just know that I've got enough bullets for you and your crew
Just man up and admit that you're a fake
And we'll end this and call it a mistake
Because I see now that I'm too real for you
So until you get out of your feelings nigga it's fuck you

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To My Special Child

You have no idea how I feel
I'm still shocked that this is real
The thought of losing you
Has got me feeling so blue
This is something I've never done before
And having to do it has me feeling like a whore
I'm against killing you
But this is something that I have to do
There will always be a bond between us two
And I will always think about you
Because you are my baby
And the thought of killing you is driving me crazy
Just know that this wasn't my wish
And that I'm having a hard time with this
I cry every night over it
Then pass out feeling like shit
Because I would rather hug and kiss you
Love, nurture, and watch you grow too
Because this just isn't right
But I can't risk losing this fight
But oh how I've come to already love you
It really makes me wish that this isn't true
I just pray that God be with me
As I slowly kill a member of my family
And I ask for forgiveness
Forgiveness for all of this
I will always love you sweet baby

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Desi Ready

He should have never underestimated me
I'm more dangerous than these niggas in the street
I'll take down his empire
Then set his shit on fire
Yeah I'm more dangerous than these so called thugs
His momma should have warned him about chics like us
That quiet and sneaky type
The kind he feels comfortable enough to wife
But we make moves so smooth
He has no idea what I'll do
No need to put a price on his head
I'll kill him dead in his bed
Ride his handsome face
His hands on my waist
Move down to his dick
Give it my all riding that shit
Let that nigga cum
Then that nigga is done
As he watches me walk away
I bring my Desert Eagle out to play
Shots fired he's dead
Six to his heart and one to his head
That .50 cal fucked him up
Now all you see is blood and guts
But that's what he gets for fucking with me
He made me cry so I set his spirit free
Yeah I admit it was overkill
I also admit I'm crazy for real
Hell I've killed him in my head a million times
He should be happy it was only in my mind
Besides I want to see him suffer in pain
I want him to curse my name
I want him to remember me
I want him to see me angry
So I'm going to torture him and have fun
And I won't stop until I'm good and done
So watch yo back playboy
Because it's you that I'm out to destroy

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Unapologetic

Sometimes you don't realize things until it's too late
At that point all you can say is I won't make the same mistake
Because I know that I fucked up in life
And I see now what wasn't right
But right now all that I want to do is cry
I was told in nine months that I could die
Yeah my life took a turn for the worst
My head feels like it's going to burst
And I've told no one what I know
Because I'm already being treated like a stupid hoe
I'm so tired of being depressed
And only God knows that I'm extremely stressed
But I force a smile everyday
Try to find positive throughout the day
And that's hard to do when what's growing inside of me makes me ill
It's even more sickening knowing it has to be killed
I just wish that I had someone to talk to
I know that I should have told you
But maybe now you'll understand why I feel like a hoe
Although this is only one of the reasons that I feel so low
Yeah this is only one reason why
And I can't get into the rest because I'm not trying to cry
But I'll let you in on another secret though
I don't have it in me to walk away and just go
You are my weakness in life
And I feel like I'm being punished because that shouldn't be right
Out of those that have come and gone
I can't leave you alone
You'll have to walk away from me
Just do me a favor and tell me that it can't be
So now you know secret number two
Not that it's something new to you
But I had to say my peace
Even if it sounds like I'm being weak
Because no one will ever understand just how I feel
All that I can say is the pain is real
And I didn't write this for sympathy
I'm simply being me
Acknowledging what I've done
Not looking for anything from anyone
Simply stating what's going on
Admitting what I did wrong
And I don't regret loving you
I only regret wanting you
Because to you I'm nothing
When I know God created me to be something

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Love Is In The Air

I can feel the love in the air
As you run your fingers through my hair
I see the feelings that you try to hide
As I look into your pretty brown eyes
I can feel the love in your kisses too
Baby I can't get enough of you
I adore everything about you
The good,the bad,and the ugly too
And I want you with me until the end of time
I want you to forever be mine
Baby you have no clue
That I'm so addicted to you
So wrap me in your strong arms
And smother me with your charm
I don't really care what we do
As long as I get to do it with you

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Just Expressing How I Feel

We used to be cool, now we're not
Funny how quick the communications stop
But it was fun while it last
Now you'll remain a thing of my past
But it's all good though
I won't lose sleep over you hoe
I thought that I could trust you
After all you use to be my boo
Now it's too bad, so sad
Just know that I'm not mad
I'm just not fucking with you
You don't know how to be true
No need to ignore me
I'd rather be set free
So this is my way of cutting our ties
I don't want a friendship built around lies
I don't need someone like you in my life
Me, myself, and I will be alright

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Hey Daddy

Come here daddy I've got something for you to taste
So lay back, relax, and let me put this pussy in your face
But as bad as I want to ride your face boo
I really want to ride that dick too
I'm missing your touch
And just the thought is giving me a rush
Let me ease down on it
Ooh it's such a perfect fit
And I'm missing you so much
Insertion alone makes my pussy gush
Your hands on my hips as they sway forward and back
Letting them roam because you know I like that
I'm zoning out
You've made me shout
Yeah I'm moaning so loud
Boo you should be proud
And I know that you would be
If this wasn't just a fantasy
Baby I'm really missing you
And love making is long overdue
I'm hoping that we can rekindle what we had
Because being without you is driving me mad

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Niggas Ain't Shit

Niggas ain't shit
Only thing you have on us is your dick
And sometimes my dildo feels better
And I can damn sure get my pussy wetter
You lil boys need to grow up
You're not even worth a nut
And if I spread my legs
You must be giving me head
Because I don't want yo dick
You can keep that shit
Yeah my attitude is popping
Because I hear you talking
Nigga fuck you and what you say
The day you get between my legs will be the end of days
I'm not trying to be your baby momma
I can do without all of your drama
Just the thought of being stuck with you
And only having to fuck you too
Has me wanting to commit suicide
I can't stand weak ass lil boys and that's no lie
I need a man in my life
Make me wanna lock him down and be a wife
One that won't run and talk
Once he finds out that I can walk that walk
Because I don't mind fucking a nigga good
And bussing him down like I should
But he has to be worth it
And you lil lame niggas ain't shit
Yeah I can't say it enough
You're not with either of our nuts
So please don't hit me up
I'm not interested in a fuck
And if you see me out
Don't even open your mouth
I got no love for you lil boys
Because if I wanted to play games I could have played with my sex toys

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End Of Days

Dark days and darker nights
Have me ready to forfeit this fight
So in my right hand was my knife
I'm ready to take my own life
Ready to end it all when someone walked in
Turns out that it was one of my children
The sadness in their eyes
Was too much to hide
The pain that I would cause
Is more than my own flaws
But I want this all to end
So I try again
I pop pills when they leave
It's better than seeing myself bleed
But my stomach won't keep them down
Why does God want me to stick around?
So I wake up crying
Over my failed attempts at dying
I'm not looking forward to another year
I really don't want to be here
Unloved and unwanted
Misunderstood and taken for granted
These are just some of the things that aren't right
This is the story of my life

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K. Michelle - Cry

Why Me

I feel so fucking low
I should have told you no
I should have let you go
Now I'm left feeling like a hoe
I really didn't expect this from you
I guess what I was thinking wasn't true
Yeah I guess I fucked up
I gave you some of my trust
You could care less though
To you I am just another hoe
Damn I feel ashamed
But I'm the one to be blamed
Because I knew better
Now I have to live with this forever
I just want this nightmare to go away
I want back my happy days
I'm depressed and feel sick
Oh how I could've done without this shit
Body aching and head hurting
Guess that's what I get for flirting
But it'll be okay
I know I'll see better days
And I thought you would have been a part of those
But I see there's no room in your heart for this hoe

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Furious

Let me put you in your place
Better yet consider yourself erased
My life was gucci without you
I was good without your lies and false love too
You came looking for me
When I had let you be
You sweet talked me
When I kept it street
So how did shit go bad?
You fucked up and made me mad
Running around talking tuff
But your actions say enough
Talking about me to others
Fuck you and your brothers
And fuck your crew because they ain't shit
And fuck that hoe you call yo bitch
Beyond pissed, nigga I'm on fire
I wanna see your family in that all black attire
Because I'm bringing heat for yo ass
Leave yo body with the trash
Have yo death making headlines
"Police Make A Gruesome Find"
I don't deny that I'm crazy
But I can be a sweet lady
Just know that when you cross me it's over
You'll spend the rest of your life looking over your shoulder
Tell yo people it's like that too
So I'd be careful if I were you

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Bitch Shit

Trouble is my middle name
And I'm about to fuck up the game
You gave me some trust
And that's were you fucked up
You shouldn't have fucked with me
Now I'm coming for your family
I'm beyond pissed off
Now you're about to hear my mouth
Yeah I'm an angry bitch
And I don't take shit
I would say that I can't believe you
But I know that's how you do
You hide behind lies
Well see the rage in my eyes
My thoughts are on fire
Taking you down is my desire
You're a bitch and you know it
That's why you'll never amount to shit
But it's cool lil dude
I can't apologize for being rude
Because I'm just being real
And telling you how I feel
While screaming fuck you
I hope you get what you deserve too

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My Love Is Real

I love you more than I should
I love you more than I ever thought I would
And I could never think of letting you go
I'd rather stay by your side and help you grow
Because you are very special to me
And I don't care who sees
That I need you so much
That I can't sleep without your touch
I need to hear your voice everyday
It makes all of my worries go away
I'm such a fool for you
Because I know that I love you more than I ought to
Yet I can't stay away
I really need you day to day
But baby please don't push me away
Don't let our love go astray
I'm sick without you
All that I want is my boo
Let me shower you with love
And wrap you up in hugs
Because all that I want to do
Is love you

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Yo Gotti - Water Wet [ Concealed ]

Rants Of A Jealous Ex

Hey ex, how you doing?
I met the chic that you're screwing
You know the one you said you'd never wife
But went in raw now you stuck with her for life
Yep I know all about her boo
She's sucking up you and everyone else too
Now I'm not the hating type
But I heard she be playing with herself on Skype
Yep I heard she cashing in on that mouth
Because that's the only thing she's about
But you chose her tho
And straight treated me like a hoe
I would've made a good wife
And gave your kids a good life
But you running around with the cities biggest slut
An ugly face bitch with a big butt
Boo it's not too late to come home
I promise I won't treat you wrong
I might make you eat me for an hour
Then fuck me from behind in the shower
But I guess I'm not your type, right?
I didn't fit into your ratchet life
But no love lost boo
I see how you do
Just wanted to fill you in
Thought we could be friends
Because your girl ain't who you think she is
But then again that ain't none of my biz
Remember you said on to the next
So I guess I'm just a jealous ex

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Hurt No More

I watched you close the door
Now love doesn't live here anymore
Just an empty space
And tears that won't stop rolling down my face
Because the love that once lived here
Was replaced with fear
Fear of being hurt again
Fear that this cycle will never end

But I keep giving in to you

As if I have no clue to what you will do

And I don't understand why

I keep allowing you to make me cry

I just want this cycle to end

At this point I don't even want to be friends

Because the pain is too much to bare

Plus I'm losing weight and hair

I tried to erase you from my mind

But I break down and cry every time

You really meant that much to me

I wanted us to be a happy family

But you put a knife through my heart

And ripped that dream apart

Although what hurts most about this

Is that you weren't even man enough to say shit

You mislead me day after day

Knowing all along that you wanted me to go away

Well your wish has been granted

Thanks to you taking me for granted

I can no longer chase after you

So good luck with life and whatever you choose to do

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I'm Back

What can I say
You brought that bitch back out to play
Yeah no more mister nice guy
It's time for all that shit to die
Because you stupid niggas make me sick
In your feelings more than a chic
Nigga it's not that serious
I was only a little curious
But it's all good to me
It ain't nothing to let you be
You weren't the only nigga on the squad tho
I always have options but I'm not a hoe
I just enjoy good company
And my squad treats me like royalty
So when one steps out of line
It's replacement time
I don't give second chances
There's only room for advancing
And you have to be a dumb slut
To go and fuck that up
But it's cool tho baby
I guess you couldn't handle a real lady
So I'm on to bigger and better
Someone that gets me wetter
Someone that will be honest with me
And appreciate honesty
Just thought that was you
I see it's not so fuck you

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